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DADDY I WON'T TURN OUT LIKE YOU


continued from a boy like me:

Moms say, "I want you to stay away from Dandy"
"He will not amount to nothing, steal your candy."
Out there somewhere is a boy just like me
Hurt and lonely wanting to be free
I never stole or would be alcoholic like dad
Who drank all day and came home mad
But I dressed poorly, kids stayed away at school
I suppose I was scary, big for my age I grew
Walked by my house no windows just plywood
Mom would have changed things if she could
I would fight kids twice my age win or lose
Stay at the library turning page after page
Between baseball my math teacher--and reading educated
Getting a high school diploma Mom was elated
And yes the gun misfired when I shot Dad
Would I have gone to prison to kill that cad
One day I went back to see the old neighborhood
And there still living the Mom who mocked me stood
"Well Dandy, what have you done with yourself I have to ask?"
I am retired remember when I trick or treated in my mask?"
"Kids are grown, all gone, Down the street lives my son Don."
"Jimmy, he works at Safeway--produce department
His house in the neighborhood with weed filled lawn
"Really,you see far above up that hill--That's me."
It must have been for her a bitter pill the reality
For I didn't have to tell her I did quite well
For from the bottom some rise while others have fell
Somewhere out there is a boy or girl like me
Judge us by what we are and not our family
For you see dad I would never be a man like you
In your alcohol and drug filled life lived a fool
Kids like me--change your life study hard in school
For you see the man who uses drugs is the fool
Mom in heaven I was not raised by a drunk raised by you
Remember the bum on skidrow--?from your teaching I grew




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