Its another sleepless night thinking of you
More tears falling on my pillow
I feel more and more the heart break
More of the despair
Why my love do you not feel for me
Why cant things be how they use to be
Mind racing with conversations we had
my head hurts my heart wont heal
Why is this pain the only thing that's real
I want to move on i need to do so
To live again is all i ask
I busy myself at day break
things to keep away the memories
The night is a demon i wish wouldn't come
the silence unbearable my heart screams so loud
Night the only time the feelings come out
If she did not exist we would still be
Her Lies and deceit took you away from me
i gave you my all my everything
Still i fight the demon parade in your mind
why did you leave a woman so kind
the other half of my soul has gone away
left a broken and bitter lonely one to stay
time has passed i still cant move on
other suitors have come to call
rejected one rejected all
missing you more still every day
simple words of pain
still you didn't stay
these words do not matter at all
you will not see i will not speak
Fragile inside broken battered and bruised
i still miss you
for all your wrongs you did this right
you took my heart on that fateful night
you never gave it back i don't wish you to
I pray still you will return
heal the broken heart dry my weeping eyes
the mask is a great one I'm told
other believe me to be strong and bold
I'm falling apart right in front of there eyes
not a single glance to see through my disguise
Alone i will wait for your return
Mocked and scoffed for what my heart feels so strong
i wait alone in the silence of the night
children sleeping birds not singing
the unspoken words you will never know
you only took ten years of the lifetime you promised
so i wait for you to return to fulfill that promise
my parting words for you to know
I still love you after all this time