The darkness of the loneliness
makes me quite aware.
Of all the times I looked for help
and found nobody there.
The colors of my yesterdays
blend and blur with time.
Makes me forget the memories
of all that once was mine.
Falling strands of sunbeams
burn furrows in the ground.
Taking back the tears I shed
into the dreams I've found.
Nothing making senses to me
as I scrabble to survive.
Is this nightmare taking hold
or will I be found alive?
I can't take it no longer
this hell that's killing me.
I take flight from this cage
at last I be truly free.
I struggle from my desk chair
I've finally made the door.
I take flight climbing so high
freedom to return no more
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