iCry:` `( ToBeWithFaronWhoseHomeIsNowInHeaven
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Yearn To Burn Away Blue Day®
I have more than i can handle
and over our limit isn't to be,
ready for my trip out have paid the toll
don't know what more could be asked of me!
They call it depression
well this goes way beyond,
broken heart from constant grief Missing Him
My BFF Love Of My Life bond!
Not to mention the rest
i'm up against so much,
a lot of hardship not known i haven't confessed
people can't fully understand can only try and such!
I beat my head against the wall
till i'm blue in the face about where i'm coming from,
they can't walk in my shoes so don't know it all
peace here will never throw me a crumb!
A mental ward i'm bound for
but have too much responsibility,
i have to TRY and pour
myself on my own existing thru misery!
I know i have God and Friends
and Precious Faron on my side,
also My Dear Mom their love never ends
but in our own little world without Faron physically here....
i can't handle thus endless tears cried!
I'm still here yes
but how long i can stay unknown,
it could be an early goodbye more or less
so my time+smiles i'm told i bring are all on loan!
You're getting me on borrowed time
don't try anymore to make a deal,
i'll spread love in my rhyme
but Hope for me i can't even steal!
I'm sorry if you
don't want to hear this talk,
but beaten black and blue
on me wanting to stay don't put too much stock!
Then like a phoenix from the ashes i'll rise
but won't be burned alive,
cause i'm already gone for my trip to the skies
now here i can't fully survive!
SALLY
now that's what { i } wanna bare
My heart is awarded the golden crown
Only because his wings won't let it down....
And My Precious
will be waiting,
to take me to Bliss
{ away from this hell anticipating }
And Heaven is part of that space
so when gone from earth human race,
we'll all meet over there
some of us sooner than others....
like me with too much here to bear
like me with too much here to bear
it bears repeating!
~YOU KNOW WHO~
and over our limit isn't to be,
ready for my trip out have paid the toll
don't know what more could be asked of me!
They call it depression
well this goes way beyond,
broken heart from constant grief Missing Him
My BFF Love Of My Life bond!
Not to mention the rest
i'm up against so much,
a lot of hardship not known i haven't confessed
people can't fully understand can only try and such!
I beat my head against the wall
till i'm blue in the face about where i'm coming from,
they can't walk in my shoes so don't know it all
peace here will never throw me a crumb!
A mental ward i'm bound for
but have too much responsibility,
i have to TRY and pour
myself on my own existing thru misery!
I know i have God and Friends
and Precious Faron on my side,
also My Dear Mom their love never ends
but in our own little world without Faron physically here....
i can't handle thus endless tears cried!
I'm still here yes
but how long i can stay unknown,
it could be an early goodbye more or less
so my time+smiles i'm told i bring are all on loan!
You're getting me on borrowed time
don't try anymore to make a deal,
i'll spread love in my rhyme
but Hope for me i can't even steal!
I'm sorry if you
don't want to hear this talk,
but beaten black and blue
on me wanting to stay don't put too much stock!
Then like a phoenix from the ashes i'll rise
but won't be burned alive,
cause i'm already gone for my trip to the skies
now here i can't fully survive!
SALLY
now that's what { i } wanna bare
My heart is awarded the golden crown
Only because his wings won't let it down....
And My Precious
will be waiting,
to take me to Bliss
{ away from this hell anticipating }
And Heaven is part of that space
so when gone from earth human race,
we'll all meet over there
some of us sooner than others....
like me with too much here to bear
like me with too much here to bear
it bears repeating!
~YOU KNOW WHO~