If only he could see the truth,
That I'm nothing like his past regrets.
That I gave myself three years before I even considered dating!
Not wanting to bring the hurt from my past, Because I was free!
And open to trust and love,
Without suppression, but submission.
Without control and restrictions.
He was the one I wanted,
To give my whole self this time.
Feeling that he can finally have
What he has been searching for all this time.
Hoping that our hearts would align and connect.
But he couldn't!
He couldn't get over the many times,
She misrepresented herself as a loving girlfriend!
Using him for a meal ticket, abusing his manhood and
Torching his heart.
Stripping him of the love that was suppose to be mine!
He was broken!
And I tried to carefully place the pieces back together!
Tried to show him that I was here and that he could love again!
And we could share our dreams and be happy and free together!
But it was to late!
Everything he had left to give,
Was already taken away!