I was always such a happy,
spoiled little one!
That was me,
singing in the sun
shine on how it was mine!
I am destined now to,
get by on my own!
That I can Not do,
where once such light shown
thru piercing any darkness!
I know Faron and God are there,
felt round every corner!
But To Not Touch Faron Isn't Fair,
Instead Of The Songbird I'm Now The Mourner
Where Once Was Thine Bliss!
And My Best,
Mom still can't accept soon gone 20 years!
But this now a test,
that won't be passed thru the worst fears
Dove Please Send The Peace Sign!
Other people live past 90,
why not her?
And Faron way too young to be taken from earth physically,
Why apart and not dining all together
instead of on bottomless grief tea and misery(I)dine?
Been told I'm meant to be here,
when My Soul Mate and enuff money not!
Oh Yes Faith Often Will Appear,
but it won't hold me or pay the wolf sought
with the bills up they line
with the bills up they line
with the bills up they line!
{ Make It Soon Mom And Faron
At My Door Line Up Take Me To Heaven }
in the meantime
feel OUR heartshine....
For Love's Glow To Keep Me Warm Is Nigh
NEVER Wants Me To Stop Safely Lying
JUST SIGH....
All of the day's for My many a tear
they NEVER disappear,
(I)however wasn't left for another person
{ My Only True Lover }went to Another Heaven!
I can't go on and pretend
I can't handle earth now my friend,
just so sorry SALLY must go
pleading for her heart no longer be bleeding!
