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WHEN I AM AROUND HER
WHEN I AM AROUND HER I FEEL SO DEJECTED SO REJECTED SO DISRESPECTED:
I FELT SO NEGLECTED:
I FEEL BETRAYED DECIEVED AND CUT SO DEEP:
I FEEL DEEPLY DISTURBED IN MY LIFE AND ROBBED FROM MY SLEEP:
AT NIGHT I WILL WAKE UP EVERY HOUR OR TWO:
MY MIND KEEPS THINKING THINKING WHAT AM I GOING TO DO:
TO MYSELF I STILL AM GRIEVING:
STILL IT FEELS LIKE A NIGHTMARE TOME AND DISBELIEVING:
BUT I KNOW ITS OVER AND DONE WITH ME THE JACK POT SHE WON:
NOW SHE CAN LIVE HER LIFE HAPPY AND FREE AND HAVE FUN:
NOW I CANNOT EVEN LOOK HER IN THE EYE OR A SINGLE WORD TO HER SAY:
I USE TO WRITE HER PAGE AFTER PAGE EVERY SINGLE DAY:
I USE TO TELL HER HOW I FELT IN EVERY SINGLE WAY:
NOW I CANT FIND ONE SINGLE WORD TO SAY:
WHEN A LOVED ONE OR SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU WILL DIE:
YOU CRY AND FOR A LONG TIME SIGH:
BUT THE MORE TIME THAT PASSES BY:
YOU LEARN TO GO ON AND CHERISH THE FOND MEMORIES AND SMILE MORE AND LESS SIGH:
BUT A DIVORCE:
YOU GET THROUGH OF COURSE:
YOU FEEL LIKE A SHIP WITHOUT SAIL DRIFTING AT SEA:
YOU FEEL AS A FALLEN REDWOOD TREE:
THE DEEP REJECTION AND HURT PAIN AND SHAME FEELS SO GREAT:
WHEN DIVORCE BECOMES YOUR FATE:
THERE ARE NO FOND MEMORIES IN YOUR HEART THAT YOU HAVE TO CHERISH AND HOLD:
YOU FEEL DEEP REJECTION AND ICE COLD:
ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN TO ANYONE THE HURT YOU FEEL INSIDE:
IT IS HARD TO PUT A MEASURE TO LOST PRIDE:
WITH THIS BURDEN OF PAIN I AM IN SURVIVAL MODE:
CARRYING A HEAVY LOAD:
EVERYDAY I CONTINUE TO DO MY BEST:
EVEN THOUGH I FEEL SO MUCH LESS:
HAVE FAITH HOLD ONTO HOPE:
PRAY AND PRAY TO GOD TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH TO COPE:
10--DECEMBER 2014...
I FELT SO NEGLECTED:
I FEEL BETRAYED DECIEVED AND CUT SO DEEP:
I FEEL DEEPLY DISTURBED IN MY LIFE AND ROBBED FROM MY SLEEP:
AT NIGHT I WILL WAKE UP EVERY HOUR OR TWO:
MY MIND KEEPS THINKING THINKING WHAT AM I GOING TO DO:
TO MYSELF I STILL AM GRIEVING:
STILL IT FEELS LIKE A NIGHTMARE TOME AND DISBELIEVING:
BUT I KNOW ITS OVER AND DONE WITH ME THE JACK POT SHE WON:
NOW SHE CAN LIVE HER LIFE HAPPY AND FREE AND HAVE FUN:
NOW I CANNOT EVEN LOOK HER IN THE EYE OR A SINGLE WORD TO HER SAY:
I USE TO WRITE HER PAGE AFTER PAGE EVERY SINGLE DAY:
I USE TO TELL HER HOW I FELT IN EVERY SINGLE WAY:
NOW I CANT FIND ONE SINGLE WORD TO SAY:
WHEN A LOVED ONE OR SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU WILL DIE:
YOU CRY AND FOR A LONG TIME SIGH:
BUT THE MORE TIME THAT PASSES BY:
YOU LEARN TO GO ON AND CHERISH THE FOND MEMORIES AND SMILE MORE AND LESS SIGH:
BUT A DIVORCE:
YOU GET THROUGH OF COURSE:
YOU FEEL LIKE A SHIP WITHOUT SAIL DRIFTING AT SEA:
YOU FEEL AS A FALLEN REDWOOD TREE:
THE DEEP REJECTION AND HURT PAIN AND SHAME FEELS SO GREAT:
WHEN DIVORCE BECOMES YOUR FATE:
THERE ARE NO FOND MEMORIES IN YOUR HEART THAT YOU HAVE TO CHERISH AND HOLD:
YOU FEEL DEEP REJECTION AND ICE COLD:
ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN TO ANYONE THE HURT YOU FEEL INSIDE:
IT IS HARD TO PUT A MEASURE TO LOST PRIDE:
WITH THIS BURDEN OF PAIN I AM IN SURVIVAL MODE:
CARRYING A HEAVY LOAD:
EVERYDAY I CONTINUE TO DO MY BEST:
EVEN THOUGH I FEEL SO MUCH LESS:
HAVE FAITH HOLD ONTO HOPE:
PRAY AND PRAY TO GOD TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH TO COPE:
10--DECEMBER 2014...
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