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FEELINGS OF DESPAIR

IM HAVING DEEP FEELINGS OF HURT AND DESPAIR:
IM FEELING VERY SAD AND ALL ALONE, , FEEL SO LOW I HAVE NO ONE WITH MY LIFE TO SHARE:
  IM JUST FEELING VERY DOWN AND VERY LOW:
  I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO GO:
I KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO HAVE IT SO MUCH WORSE THAN I:
BUT STILL I CANT HOLD BACK MY SIGH:
  I AM GETTING READY TO TERMINATE MY EMPLOYMENT AT A PLACE I HAVE BEEN FOR 17--YEARS AND I DID MY BEST:
  BUT I WAS TREATED WITH RESPECT SO MUCH LESS:
SO I KNOW IM NOT RESPECTED AND NO MORE BY WORK WILL I STAND TO BE WRITTEN UP AND NEGLECTED, SO I MUST DEPART AND SAY GOOD BYE:
SO THATS PARTLY WHY NOW TODAY THAT I SIGH:
  FOR 36 YEARS I WAS MARRIED AND I DID MY BEST:
  SHE TREATED ME WITH RESPECT SO MUCH LESS:
SO THE DIVORCE IS FINAL OVER AND DONE:
IN MY COURT ALL MY MONEY IN ALIMONEY SHE HAS WON:
 I WANT TO END MY EMPLOYMENT AND THERE I NEVER WANT TO RETURN:
 I WILL FIND ANOTHER JOB WITH MONEY TO EARN:
I HAVE TO PAY HER LAWYER AND ALIMONEY TO HER:
MY MONEY IS NOT EVEN MINE ANYMORE:
THAT MAKES ME ANGRY FOR SURE:
  I WILL IMPROVISE ADAPT AND OVERCOME, THIS SITUATION AND RISE ABOVE IT HIGH:
BUT RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE THE DEEP HURT PAIN AND SHAME I CAN NOT DENY:

26  OCTOBER  2014:  



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