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WHEN I FEEL REJECTION

WHEN I FEEL HURT SHAME AND REJECTION:
I WILL EAT FAST FOOD IN MY CAR, FOR SATISFACTION:
  FOOD FOR ME WILL NUMB THE PAIN:
  THAT I FEEL FROM REJECTION AND SHAME:
I CONSTANTLY PRAY, AND IN MY POETRY I WRITE WHAT I FEEL:
BUT THIS PAIN OF REJECTION CONTINUES TO BE SO REAL:
  I ALWAYS PRAY, THAT IN THIS WORLD SOMEONE SPECIAL I COULD COME TO MEET:
  THEN I FEEL THIS PAIN, HURT AND REJECTION I WILL DEFEAT:
A PERSON JUST WANTS TO BE LOVED SPECIAL BY SOMEONE WHO LOVES THEM THE MOST:
A PERSON JUST WANTS SOMEONE WHO LOVES THEM TO HOLD SO CLOSE:
  IT IS SO HARD AND LONELY TO BE ALONE:
  IT HURTS WHEN YOU DONT HAVE SOMEONE TO CALL YOUR OWN:
FOR MY MARRIAGE THAT ENDED AFTER 36 YEARS:
BRINGS TO ME DEEP HURT, PAIN REJECTION AND TEARS:
  MY CONFIDENCE IS VERY LOW:
  I FEEL SO DULL WITH LITTLE GLOW:
IM TRYING MY BEST TO REGROUP AND LIVE:
TO ALL OTHERS I MEET I AM TRYING MY BEST TO BE HAPPY AND MY HEART TO OTHERS GIVE:
  BUT IM DYING INSIDE AND NOBODY KNOWS IT BUT ME:
  I PRAY OH GOD FROM THIS HURT PAIN AND REJECTION LET ME MEET SOMEONE, PLEASE SET ME FREE:

19  NOVEMBER 2014:


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WHEN I FEEL REJECTION