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RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY, VERY LOW
RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY, VERY LOW:
DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO GO:
MY MIND IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL:
WITH SO MUCH HURT AND NEGATIVITY IM ON A ROLL:
FOR MY LIFE AND MY FUTURE, IM TRYING TO MAKE A PLAN:
BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MAN:
WHERE WILL I STAY WHERE WILL I GO, I DONT REALLY KNOW:
HOW AM I GOING TO PAY MY EVERY BILL:
IM MOTIONLESS AND NUMB, THINKING, THINKING, TRYING TO FIND A WAY STANDING STILL:
OH LORD WHAT AM I GONNA DO:
THIS MESS HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE AND MAKE IT THROUGH:
I KNOW I JUST GOTTA TRY MY BEST:
I KNOW THAT OTHERS HAVE IT MUCH WORSE THAT I AND MUCH LESS:
I AM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE EVERYDAY AND TO BE POSITIVE AND COPE:
BUT REALLY FEEL IM AT THE END OF MY ROPE:
I AM TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH:
AM TRYING TO KEEP FAITH AND HOLD ONTO HOPE IN ALL THAT I DO:
I FELT I HAVE FALLEN OFF TRACK:
AM TRYING TO MOTIVATE MYSELF AND GET MY MOTIVATION AND MOMENTUM BACK:
BUT I FEEL THAT I AM UNDER ATTACK:
I FEEL LIKE I AM BEING STABBED IN THE BACK:
I DONT WANT TO EVEN SPEAK TO ANYONE HOW I FEEL:
'I FEEL I AM A BLACK CLOUD AND A BROKEN WHEEL:
RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY, VERY LOW:
TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF IT IS WHAT I GOTTA DO I KNOW:
IM JUST WRITING WHAT I FEEL, RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW:
AND I WILL REGROUP SOME HOW:
I DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE OR SEE ANYONE OR HAVE THEM NEAR:
WHEN I AM ALONE THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING I SHED A TEAR:
I WILL DO MY BEST TO MEDITATE PRAY AND REST:
I KNOW IN MY LIFE AND LIVING THAT THIS IS MY TEST:
GOD WANTS US TO SHINE BRIGHT WHEN WE FEEL LOW:
GOD WANTS US TO TRUST HIM YA KNOW:
08 DECEMBER 2014:
DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO OR WHERE TO GO:
MY MIND IS SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL:
WITH SO MUCH HURT AND NEGATIVITY IM ON A ROLL:
FOR MY LIFE AND MY FUTURE, IM TRYING TO MAKE A PLAN:
BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO MAN:
WHERE WILL I STAY WHERE WILL I GO, I DONT REALLY KNOW:
HOW AM I GOING TO PAY MY EVERY BILL:
IM MOTIONLESS AND NUMB, THINKING, THINKING, TRYING TO FIND A WAY STANDING STILL:
OH LORD WHAT AM I GONNA DO:
THIS MESS HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE AND MAKE IT THROUGH:
I KNOW I JUST GOTTA TRY MY BEST:
I KNOW THAT OTHERS HAVE IT MUCH WORSE THAT I AND MUCH LESS:
I AM TRYING TO BE POSITIVE EVERYDAY AND TO BE POSITIVE AND COPE:
BUT REALLY FEEL IM AT THE END OF MY ROPE:
I AM TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH:
AM TRYING TO KEEP FAITH AND HOLD ONTO HOPE IN ALL THAT I DO:
I FELT I HAVE FALLEN OFF TRACK:
AM TRYING TO MOTIVATE MYSELF AND GET MY MOTIVATION AND MOMENTUM BACK:
BUT I FEEL THAT I AM UNDER ATTACK:
I FEEL LIKE I AM BEING STABBED IN THE BACK:
I DONT WANT TO EVEN SPEAK TO ANYONE HOW I FEEL:
'I FEEL I AM A BLACK CLOUD AND A BROKEN WHEEL:
RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY, VERY LOW:
TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF IT IS WHAT I GOTTA DO I KNOW:
IM JUST WRITING WHAT I FEEL, RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW:
AND I WILL REGROUP SOME HOW:
I DONT WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE OR SEE ANYONE OR HAVE THEM NEAR:
WHEN I AM ALONE THINKING ABOUT EVERYTHING I SHED A TEAR:
I WILL DO MY BEST TO MEDITATE PRAY AND REST:
I KNOW IN MY LIFE AND LIVING THAT THIS IS MY TEST:
GOD WANTS US TO SHINE BRIGHT WHEN WE FEEL LOW:
GOD WANTS US TO TRUST HIM YA KNOW:
08 DECEMBER 2014:
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RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY, VERY LOW
RIGHT NOW I FEEL VERY, VERY LOW