I have spent most my life,
Being too small
Or just a little big.
Seeking attention
Like its the only thing worth having.
I use make thing hard,
I never fell in love.
Even when I was child
It was hard for me
To show emotions.
And now I make thing right.
I get up in the morning,
Like a cool dude.
I make my day with a lift
From the life around.
Only cares and plans
In my healing life.
I've lived it the good life
I never fell in love.
And never fell apart.
No emotions is gone.
I am living a life.
Taking care of myself
Living for myself and others
Not falling apart.
Making thing right
A no fear life
Checking things
To see if they are right
Just fighting for my life.