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Living in the past

I wish that I could forget some things,

but I can't.

I wish, I didn't still think about my ex.

But I do

I wish the life I live didn't take me back.

But it does.

What if she had been honest with me?

I would be a better man.

I would probably have had a family.

I would have stopped smoking in time.

But non of that happened

I am clown at times, when I am happy.

That is when I forget what life is all about.

I loose myself, and of the time when I was a child.

Nothing really matters.

Going places either way.

Then I remember, I am not a child, or a better man.

I am what I made myself to be.

I should live my life.

It is not much, but its a life.

No warmth from the people like before they vanished.

At least no blisters on my hand, like when I was a child.

I have tried, will try.

Weather my heart will pound like before, I will try.

I will not let the past win.

A repeat of a mistake, is something, I should fix.

Only think about the past that is good.

Like that girl

The one who pretended to love me and left.

And her friend, the one who was inlove, and I saw it.

Those beautiful moments that should last.

Only when you are not with someone.

Yes only when you are not with someone.

You can live in the past.