I need to know that our love is still strong
Even though we made mistakes that still live on
I thought that when I returned your ring that we were through
And my heart ached because I still loved you
We could not communicate without the hurt
And I felt like I was the one doing all the work
You were ignoring me because you were mad
And you didn't see the damage was so bad
I had to leave you and move on with my life
I know that you had plans to make me your wife
But you know a life like that I won't live
and despite all I told you about communicating I knew something had to give
It was when I left that I felt so lost
I wanted you to realize what my leaving cost
It was when you finally spoke to me and asked me to give us another try
I was hoping you would tell me why
You gave me your reasons and made me see
That what we have was meant to be
I saw the love in your eyes
and I knew then that they weren't lies
I moved back in thinking things would be the way they were before
I had no idea what would be in store
I noticed that after we had our first argument that you made an effort to talk
And that made me feel great for not taking a walk
The only thing that is not the same is that I don't have my ring
Does this mean that he doesn't want to be my king?
Or does this mean that his love for me is not as deep as I thought?
The answers to these questions I sought.
I brought the subject up a few weeks ago
He didn't wish to speak about it though
and it made me so sad that I cried and cried
but he convinced me that he loves me and has never lied
So I let it go for now but it just stays in my mind
and I try not to think about it but I don't want to be unkind
It bothers that I don't have my ring as I should
I guess I have to wait until he gives it to me if he would