I am all about be not too cool,
when I have cash with me.
Nobody looks at me, I learned that way back.
Times were when what use to be me, didn't care.
I was all about learning fast,
so that next day didn't miss me,
Lots of girls were kissing me, like I was chocolate.
A dumb kid. Now they see me as lion.
Something they should be far away from.
It all started like a game, you go hide in house.
Like they were gonna come looking.
I never saw that coming, even though I waited, like a fool.
But thinking again, it wasn't like a fool, as killing myself for all my sin plaqued me.
I lost interest, and started playing other games.
Not more freakier than what most people try, when they are having problems.
I am a dream,
Something never seen.
I do nothing
Say nothing.
Like my mind is a blank.
Okay, sometimes I get crazy, thinking that I am all by myself.
Not such wealth.
All I have is the people around me.
That much I know.
Other stuff got forgotten, lost somewhere, sometime.
Now moments of brilliance is a little smile.
Its funny what people think of you, when you are sick.
The fault belongs to me, I am the one who did it.
I was greedy, I wanted it all for myself.
Should have made some money first, like other people.
But I swear I was born this way, stupid to the bone.
And whatever I say doesn't matter.
It never did.
I am a dream,
Something never seen.
I do nothing
Say nothing.
Like my mind is a blank.
What is great about me is, I like myself.
It so much, I don't even see how dumb I have come.
What do they put in these things? Sometimes you ask.
Its like greatness for a moment, if you are not raging bull.
Its head is bigger, and it can probably take more.
But some people take drugs, they are still the same.
I am special like that,
Another thing that is special about me,
is that I get told a lot.
It doesn't feel that way at all, when they say it.
I only like it, when my girl say it.
At least I still have one.
That's how I see that I am alive.