Torn By aldo kraas, www.PoetryPoem.com/poet11586 Unlock all Features - Upgrade to Poetry Prime
I'm not the person I wish to be.
I'm not as strong or as free.
It's like, ever since my first love,
All the bad I've ever thought of;
It all came in and swept me away
& now I'm wishing to hear him say;
I'm sorry I hurt you but I had to go.
& im sorry my actions made your heart sink low.
But I'm just sitting here waiting;
For the words I know won't ever come.
& it's affecting my new relationship,
How much longer until this man says it's done?
Nothing ever goes my way.
And I know that seems selfish to say.
But I just really miss;
All the simple times we'd kiss.
Or all those times we'd skip school;
Maybe I'm just the biggest fool.
Having his memory locked inside;
Replaying scenes, my brain is fried.
I'm running on empty and I'm going to break;
Somebody say something for gods sake.
Tell this man I'm with now, it has nothing to do with him;
Somebody tell him because my words won'twin.
He doesn't believe the things I say;
He doesn't think I'm ever going to be okay.
He thinks I'll leave him for the other;
But it's just the fact my heart won'trecover.
I will not leave, I cannot.
The love I have for him, burns so hot.
I'm torn in half, I don't know why.
My heart needs to let go of the first, but it doesn't even bother to try.
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