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Today is supposed to be new.
Today is supposed to be good.
Better than yesterday.
Today the sky is clear and the sun is out.
Today is not the day for me.
I look happy but I am not.
Today the sun may be out and the sky may be clear, but my head isn't.
I wanna disapear. I don't wanna.be.here anymore. I don't wanna hear my name again. I always get blamed for things I didn't do.
Maybe I was built for blame. After all, I bet people feel ashamed of me so why not blame me? Today isn't a good day, neither was yesterday. What about tomorrow? Maybe I'll make it that far. Somedays depression hits me in waves and other days, it just stays and doesn't leave me be. It's like sinking to the bottom ocean, drowning, but still breathing.
Today I'm alive.
Do I want to be?
Not really.
Today isn't a good day.
Life still goes on with or without me.








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