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understanding my desire to lose all my dreams because of self hatred

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I never wanted your dreams
I never believed in your truth
I always yelled and I screamed
Bearing tantrums uncouth
So damaged in my belief
That this man was too old
And the colour of his skin
Was a shade too white like the snow
Yes I cursed and I raged
Killed my baby in the womb
Wished him dead a thousand deaths
Wished upon a shining moon
Oh the devastating consequences
Of a crazy spaced out loon
Three weeks ago were a dream
Now just a poisoned love of doom
Blown down like the big bad wolf
Who huffed and puffed,
And blew the pigshouse of straw down
Made such a missdeed
Left his name in the mud on the ground
I have no one to blame but myself
And I will walk away feeling low
But the silver lining of mycloud
Seems I'm destined to be alone
Which I fought so valiantly for
And will see it reach the shore
As I seal my heart once again
And leave closing behind me the golden door









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