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Late night thoughts.. Just thinking bout my life
10 years from now will I be successful, will I even have a wife?
Trying to predict my future like I'm God
When I look back at my past I was such a dog
Brain getting scrambled let me focus on what's at hand
This the present, time to find out where I stand
Never tried to fit in, I was always different
Always stood out, they told me I was gifted
If I had a million dollars I wonder how I would act
Cause I'm so use to struggle, all I speak are facts
Trying to be a better person.. a better man
Trying to provide isn't easy, I just do all I can
Can't you hear the pain in my voice?
Sometimes I wish I could change my life.. like I have a choice
Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful
I thank my lord Jesus Christ everyday cause he's faithful
I hope when I pass he don't look at me with pain
So many cloudy days.. but it never rains
Feel so exhausted, man I'm so drained
Getting kinda desperate staring at this mask
I don't need a cup, just pass me the flask
Trying to escape reality so I dream awake
But even my fantasies are a mistake
Will I ever be happy? Will I ever be good?
Maybe one day, but right now I'm just trying survive the hood
~ KazeemTheGreat
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