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I dont want to eat, i dont want to sleep
as i feel troubled, disturbd, hurt and disrespected, Neglected so bad and deep
I was writing this poem, and was going along
i think that the words that i was portraying, was becoming,-a-very-sad poem and dreary song
So it got-- accidently-erased
i was writing all of my thoughts down, quickly and in haste
So i--was just going to let it go
but here i am again, back to this poem to restart again, with whats on my heart and mind, i just want to write, and show
i dont want to eat, i dont want to sleep
so many memories in my heart and mind, leave me angry, troubled and week
A higher power, i am trying to seek
to help me to understand--, and feel better and elite
But for so long, many a day, week, month and years after years
i sucked it up, my feelings with food, covered up my hurt, pain, rejection, and fears
I feel i can not and will not accept this anymore
im not gonna- anymore have-hurt to endure
So i know my mission in my mind
i have to again, regain my self respect, and my inner peace to find
For who treated me and still are treating me ruthless- disrespectful and low
one day they will respect me and the real, me-- come to meet and know
So im already awake, with so much on my heart and mind
by writing my poems, of--my life --living ---and --love, --peace-- to myself ---i come to find
Miy hope
Is that others who- feel at there lowest and--end of there rope---, that my simple words--- can help them better deal, --with there life -and strife, -and better cope
Do not- let--any other shun you, disrespect you, or cause you hurt and pain
your self confidence and respect you gotta earn, the sane
I dont want to eat, i dont want to sleep
i am going to overcome all this turmoil and strife, and bring success to my life, and keep
I will remember those who stood by my side
in GOD,---i will continue to pray and confide
I dont want to sleep i dont--want-- to eat
i am going to beat this battle, ---of over weight,--- I am going to be ---my best-- and --elite
By john d jungers
04--- April. ---2016
as i feel troubled, disturbd, hurt and disrespected, Neglected so bad and deep
I was writing this poem, and was going along
i think that the words that i was portraying, was becoming,-a-very-sad poem and dreary song
So it got-- accidently-erased
i was writing all of my thoughts down, quickly and in haste
So i--was just going to let it go
but here i am again, back to this poem to restart again, with whats on my heart and mind, i just want to write, and show
i dont want to eat, i dont want to sleep
so many memories in my heart and mind, leave me angry, troubled and week
A higher power, i am trying to seek
to help me to understand--, and feel better and elite
But for so long, many a day, week, month and years after years
i sucked it up, my feelings with food, covered up my hurt, pain, rejection, and fears
I feel i can not and will not accept this anymore
im not gonna- anymore have-hurt to endure
So i know my mission in my mind
i have to again, regain my self respect, and my inner peace to find
For who treated me and still are treating me ruthless- disrespectful and low
one day they will respect me and the real, me-- come to meet and know
So im already awake, with so much on my heart and mind
by writing my poems, of--my life --living ---and --love, --peace-- to myself ---i come to find
Miy hope
Is that others who- feel at there lowest and--end of there rope---, that my simple words--- can help them better deal, --with there life -and strife, -and better cope
Do not- let--any other shun you, disrespect you, or cause you hurt and pain
your self confidence and respect you gotta earn, the sane
I dont want to eat, i dont want to sleep
i am going to overcome all this turmoil and strife, and bring success to my life, and keep
I will remember those who stood by my side
in GOD,---i will continue to pray and confide
I dont want to sleep i dont--want-- to eat
i am going to beat this battle, ---of over weight,--- I am going to be ---my best-- and --elite
By john d jungers
04--- April. ---2016
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