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I begin this new day, slow and kinda hesitant
thinking of the past few days, towards me all of the negative, confrontational arguments accusations , anger and rant
So im keeping silent to myself and staying down low
im not letting my guard down for awhile, as i cant take another sucker punch, and knock out blow
So as with this being hesitant as, my stance, that this early morn myself i a warn, and now a take
im not gonna let nobody, make me feel less than great
So this day i start out a slow
and easy does it as forward, i a go
Im a just hesitant
as i just dont want to feel, frusterated upset, or resent, with hurtful things done and said, in any argument of any other wrongly--sent
Im just holding my own
am very content to stay focused, prayerful, and set my sights on my mission my plan and my goals here today all alone
I cant afford any other a set back
because, im at my weakest, and i cant lose my momentum, and by any other get knocked off my positive track--by any other--ruthless--unkind--uncaring--Selfish--ATTACK
People, even my loved ones, by now going on eleven months, they should see and realize my mission and my plan
but they continue, to hurt, harm, hinder, and try to break me, and disrupt me, any way that they can
But even though all the recent set backs, and attacks
here i am, and a little worn, more than the norm, but a im a right on my POSITIVE--track
But im beginning this new day, a very hesitant
, cool, calm and collective
just bracing myself for what ever ahead, any and all disruptions to me others may wish to bombard me with and again, attack me and give
I will, remember well-- just--how i was treated, recently, when im pushing myself to the very--very-- limit--and--EXTREME
ill remember how i was just treated, so rude, disrespectful, unkind, uncaring, unfair and --just--plain--rude--and--MEAN
As now i continue to break my ---BODY-DOWN
with my mission and my quest to lose another,-- FORTY--A--POUNDS
The going is getting --alot--ROUGHER
this mission and quest is becoming now on my eleventh month alot more ---EXHAUSTING--and ---TOUGHER
But with my mission in my --heart--body--soul--and--MIND
The, commitment, resolve, strength --stamina --and --endurance,-- through --PRAYER,-- FAITH,--and --HOPE,---i --seem --to --be --BLESSED--and--able --to --go --on --and --SUSTAIN--myself-- and --TRIUMPHANTLY----FIND
By john d jungers
19th of october 2016
thinking of the past few days, towards me all of the negative, confrontational arguments accusations , anger and rant
So im keeping silent to myself and staying down low
im not letting my guard down for awhile, as i cant take another sucker punch, and knock out blow
So as with this being hesitant as, my stance, that this early morn myself i a warn, and now a take
im not gonna let nobody, make me feel less than great
So this day i start out a slow
and easy does it as forward, i a go
Im a just hesitant
as i just dont want to feel, frusterated upset, or resent, with hurtful things done and said, in any argument of any other wrongly--sent
Im just holding my own
am very content to stay focused, prayerful, and set my sights on my mission my plan and my goals here today all alone
I cant afford any other a set back
because, im at my weakest, and i cant lose my momentum, and by any other get knocked off my positive track--by any other--ruthless--unkind--uncaring--Selfish--ATTACK
People, even my loved ones, by now going on eleven months, they should see and realize my mission and my plan
but they continue, to hurt, harm, hinder, and try to break me, and disrupt me, any way that they can
But even though all the recent set backs, and attacks
here i am, and a little worn, more than the norm, but a im a right on my POSITIVE--track
But im beginning this new day, a very hesitant
, cool, calm and collective
just bracing myself for what ever ahead, any and all disruptions to me others may wish to bombard me with and again, attack me and give
I will, remember well-- just--how i was treated, recently, when im pushing myself to the very--very-- limit--and--EXTREME
ill remember how i was just treated, so rude, disrespectful, unkind, uncaring, unfair and --just--plain--rude--and--MEAN
As now i continue to break my ---BODY-DOWN
with my mission and my quest to lose another,-- FORTY--A--POUNDS
The going is getting --alot--ROUGHER
this mission and quest is becoming now on my eleventh month alot more ---EXHAUSTING--and ---TOUGHER
But with my mission in my --heart--body--soul--and--MIND
The, commitment, resolve, strength --stamina --and --endurance,-- through --PRAYER,-- FAITH,--and --HOPE,---i --seem --to --be --BLESSED--and--able --to --go --on --and --SUSTAIN--myself-- and --TRIUMPHANTLY----FIND
By john d jungers
19th of october 2016
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I begin this new a day kinda hesitant
I begin this new a day kinda hesitant