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Uncomfortableness
when your in the company, of others, and you feel --RESPECT-- for you, they have less

Uncomfortable, with what you DO or SAY
feeling just not RESPECTED and GOOD enough in ANY which a WAY

Not RICH enough
people looking at you as a HAS- BEEN, and WEAK, not in GREAT, as SHAPE  than THEM, and as, TOUGH

PEOPLE, they feel, that what from you can THEY-- GAIN
when they feel, that you have -NOTHING-- to --OFFER - THEM- the-- SAME

So --IM,--FEELING-- UNCOMFORTABLE, --now --i --KNOW
so no MORE of my THOUGHTS,  this MOMENT, to OTHERS, am I GONNA -- SHOW

I FEEL, that IM, STILL,-- as --a --BROKEN--WHEEL
on --the-- MEND --and-- TRYING-- my --BEST-- to,--HEAL

I ---KNOW ---SOON--- I---need ---to ---be ---on ---my ---WAY
and ---that--- will ---be ---very ---soon, ---coming ---up ---on ---a ---WEDNSDAY

So --the ---UNCOMFORTABLENESS
now --that --I--feel, --leaves-- me --SILENT-- and --not --feeling --at --my --BEST,-- and-- not-- GOOD--enough,-- and --so --much-- LESS

I---KNOW---my ---MISSION--- in ---my ---HEART--- and--- MIND
i---KNOW--- the ---sacrifices--- that--- i ---am ---making ---and ---achieving, ---as ---i ---walk ---a ---very ---disciplined ---and---FINE-LINE

I --do --not-- NEED-- a --PAT-- on --the --BACK-- from--NO--one --ANY
i --can-- FEEL-- the --UNCOMFORTABLENESS-- from --them --as --THEY--know --their-- dad --DOESNT-- even, --have-- a --penny

So --thats --good --and-- fine
i --have --my --MISSION-- in --my --HEART-- and --MIND--, i --will --keep-- on --a --keeping --on --DOING--my --BEST-- and --TRYING

By john d jungers
21st of october 2016


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UNCOMFORTABLENESS