John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ
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Feelings of --DESPAIR
As im thinking of the things that to me, seem just so--UNFAIR
Feeling uncomfortable, uneasy, and--UNSTEADY
As all my money she wants and expects, from me for absolutely--FREE
For the rest of--TIME
For the man, paying alimony, they want from you, each and every--DIME
Just cant ever get--AHEAD
With paying this alimoney every month i just--DREAD
Its never enough, never--ENOUGH
On any man, i think to deal with its just--TOUGH
So i will push through--IT
And what i have left over, ill be helping others every--BIT
So--ME
My health is. My wealth you--SEE
So tommorrow, i will be threading the--NEEDLE
Trying to communicate with all my bills, and at least paying a partial payment, but far from--FULL
As my--PRIORITY
Is to pay her, as i can never ever, break away--FREE
So as it is, and come what--MAY
Their is nothing that i can do, but dish it out to her and--PAY
She is having her own life and fun
And went her own way, with responsibility to the seven kids, of completely--NONE
As for me, im helping my --FAMILY
But----, she ------still -----expects ------everything ------from ------me,----- for -----FREE
If one day, she would come to marry someone else--AGAIN
I will, be free from paying her anything, and would be so happy i cant--PRETEND
But --in --the --meantime, --with --what --i --have --left --i --will --continue --TRYING
To --pay --my --bills,-- thread-- the --needle,-- and --very --thriftily --walk --a --very --fine --LINE
By john d jungers
30 th of november 2016
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Feelings of despair
Feelings of despair