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In The Sanctuary Of My Head

The Broken-Winged Birds and People (re-edited 4/5/2323 3:03PM PST) (re-edited 11:14am PST 2/23/2023)

The Hell Of Winter (re-edited 4:27pm PST 3/9/2023)

My Grey Haired Love...La La Lullaby , La La Lullaby My Love

THE HEART IS AN ORGAN ON FIRE



When Mr. Bemish Lost His Last Good Pair of Glasses

Kathy Brown Kathy Brown

Something Not Quite Right About Here (Vortex) re-edited 1/26/2023

THE COOL TILES BENEATH MY FEET REMIND ME

The Way Of The Crow

DO YOU TURN THE LIGHTS SO YOU CAN SLEEP?

The Springtime Shadows Play Games Upon The Wall

CHRONICLER OF DREAMS

YET ANOTHER ANTI-POETRY POEM ( re-edited 11/2/2022)

You Do As You Please 8/17/2005 found poem, readjusted 6/20/22

HERE WE SIT AT OUR TABLE 2/19/2022

Much Better Than This ( A Conversation With The Universe)

The Straight Story (What Happens When The Writer Inserts You Into Her Story)

THE TIDE CALLED LONELINESS

A Girl Always Leaning Forward Looking for A Breeze

Entanglements

Have You Ever... (DECEMBER 4/2021)

Appetites

How I Still Love You

The Smile Which Eludes @

He Says To Me, I Think Too Much (and hence dream too much as well)

When You Learn Who You Really Are And What Is...

Anti-Poem Number Three 8/2/2022 Or, A Poem Your Proper Mother Wouldn't Write

Breathing On My Own

A Girl Is More Than a Beautiful Box re-edited 10:15pm PST 1/31/22

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS ANYWAY AND INSTEAD

Talk To Me In The Dark 7/8/2022

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Some Meaningful Proof For A Hopeful Dreamer's Eyes


I have a view
out my window
it affords many perspectives
I feel that the window is more or less
a window
but really it is not

its become a shield
a barrier
the keeper of me
from the outside world

the view itself
is limited
and limiting
it only allows me to see
how limited my small world
the space I inhabit
the space I see my neighbors inhabit
as diminishing

the words I share here on the computer
in a poem with a supposed audience
are more numerous than those
I've shared with neighbors

this is a lonely narrow world
the radio in each apartment
the TV's blaring
only intensify the fact that each resident
lives in his/her own cell
the shell that protects their frailty
from outside

this is how the one percent
would have the ninety-nine live
when I was twenty I lived in a house
I rented out rooms to others
now I am in my fifties and I live in 4 small rooms
home ownership a distant memory

we are being made into dependent children
the dream of the cottage with the garden
is only in the mist
formless shapeless impossible

I want so little
I think
but they want it all
all for them is not enough

what I have left is
my intelligence
my creativity
my mindfulness and kindness
and a love for all that once was simpler

I look for the past
clues of it
wherever I can
I look for random generosity
in others towards others
these are the colors of hope
that would germinate like a garden into
possibility

possibility of a better world
otherwise
what am looking out my window to see
than some meaningful proof
for a hopeful dreamer's eyes


LEGALCOPYRIGHT FOR THIS WORK/POEM
APRIL 15 2017  11:46 AM PST/TIME DATE STAMPED
AND ALSO FOR THIS WRITER
AUTHOR/MELISSA A HOWELLS
AND  ASLO FOR THIS LEGALLY COPYRIGHTED SITE
TITLE:MELOO STRAIGHT FROM HER TILT-A-WORLD


I AM REMINDED OF "OLIVER" AND THE WORDS
WHERE IS LOVE, DOES IT FALL FROM SKIES ABOVE...
IS IT UNDERNEATH THE WILLOW TREE THAT I'VE BEEN
DREAMING OF...DON'T KNOW EXACTLY WHY...BUT THIS
POPPED INTO MY HEAD AT THE END OF WRITING THIS
DIRECTLY TO THE PAGE. I THINK THE WORLD (THE ANIMALS,
FLORA AND THE PEOPLE, MOTHER EARTH )IS (ALLL ARE) TRULY
SUFFERING FROM A LACK OF LOVE AND COMPASSION.





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