John's poems of...LIFE - LIVING &LOVE...JDJ

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Trying to make sense of the hurtful, heartless --NONSENSE
trying to hold onto and regain, and maintain, my positive, encouraging--WINNIMG--CONFIDENCE


Positively im a trying fighting --praying-reflecting-and writing and doin my --very-very-very--- best --to--BREATHE
as such negative hurtful, deceiving harmful, demeaning disrespectful, and ungrateful---------- VIBES---------- i -FEEL-- from--others--and --RECEIVE


Sometimes
when things aren't perfect and in time tune and shine and rhyme


Its just plain and simply time
to get up up up and away and save yourself and go where you feel safe respected with love peace appreciation, and--SUNSHINE


The feeling of  rejection its just tough enough
then the feeling of being taken for, granted and advantage of  not appreciated, criticized, chastised--- it gets to the point of no return and enough is just enough, and the road feels -lumpy -bumpy- uncomfortable- wheezy-  queazy-- sickening--uneasy --and----exhausting---demotivating--and--just--ROUGH


From the NONSENSE, the only SENSE, of it ALL, that i can even--MAKE
is to get up, up, away and about, and stay,-- FOCUSED-- on myself as my wellbeing --LONGEVITY--and health and --from-----everybody-EVERYBODY-everybody---take--- a--BREAK


As i try my best to be ALL, and everything-EVERYTHING-everything--FOR--everybody-EVERYBODY-everybody
Im---- falling-FALLING-falling------and-----FAILING-failing-FAILING-------so--i--KNOW--my--white--flag--is--------WAVING--HIGH--------as--i----------BETTER-better-BETTER-------catch-------Myself-------and--now--TAKE--the--Better--and--the--BEST--possible--care--of--first-and-formost-with-top-----------PRIORITY-priority-PRIORITY------just----simply-SIMPLY-simply----ME


By john d jungers
09---september---2017


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Trying to make sense of the nonsense