HOME OF THE FLOWING PEN

I'm not sure how to describe
How I am feeling today
I feel like everything I love
Has simply turned away

I feel like I'm searching
Yet I'm not sure for what
When I feel like I've found it
The doors still seem to be shut

I just do not know
What to think anymore
It's a feeling that I've had
So many times before

It's not a feeling
Of simply being empty
Because even emptiness
That would be something

I can't even seem to find
My hearts' sweet inspiration
I just feel numb
Void of sensation

How should I feel
When there's nothing there
I tell you right now
I'm feeling scared

I'm not sure what
Has made things this way
It's a pitiful existance
To live each day

I'm not filled with anger
And I'm not depressed
I just feel like
There's a hole inside my chest...

~THE FLOWING PEN~
4-19-04

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