(BECAUSE OF THE NATURE OF THIS WORK, I FELT I NEEDED TO STATE THIS IS JUST AN ATTEMPT TO UNDERSTAND THE THOUGHTS OF WARPED INDIVIDUALS LIKE THIS. EDGAR ALLAN POE IS A GREAT INSPIRATION TO ME AND I'M THINKING OF HIS WORKS AS I WRITE THIS)
THE FIRST VICTIM WAS A BLONDE CO-ED
I JUST KEPT STARING AT HER HEAD
DID SHE SEE ME AT THE BAR,
AS I WATCHED HER AFAR?
I FOLLOWED HER AS SHE LEFT ALONE
SHE OBVIOUSLY THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING HOME
OTHER PLANS FOR HER I HAD
WHAT I WANTED TO DO WAS BEYOND BAD
WHAT POSSESSED ME TO TAKE HER LIFE?
TO CUT HER INTO MANY PIECES WITH MY KNIFE?
I'VE REALLY NO IDEA WHY I KILLED
'CEPT I NEVER DID BEFORE AND WANTED THE THRILL
EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED BECAME QUICKLY RED
TIME FLEW BY TOO QUICKLY BEFORE SHE WAS DEAD
I NEEDED TO SAMPLE MORE OF THIS SENSE
STRANGE TO BE SO ELATED AND TENSE!
I HID THE BODY BUT NOT VERY WELL
I WAS SO EXCITED I WANTED TO TELL
THIS WAS A SECRET I MUST KEEP TO MYSELF
HIDDEN AWAY ON MY MIND'S DUSTY SHELF
I CLEANED UP MY CLOTHES TO REMOVE ALL THE BLOOD
AND CLEANED OUT MY CAR TO DISGUISE ALL THE MUD
(THIS IS A WORK IN PROGRESS-THIS IS AN EMOTIONALLY HARD PIECE TO WRITE I MUST ADMIT TRYING TO THINK LIKE ONE WHO'S SO SICK!)
