Lost your home

You, wanna kiss you,
wide eyed,
dear shock,
sitting upon, some continent,
water swims too deep now,
cant quite cross it,
lay in bed,
cant catch a meaning,
tired of loneliness,
and f--ked up on dreaming,
my smell haunts your downer,
pacify my way,
Lip locked lady,
blowing kisses in the air,
heart shaped smoke that kills my lungs,
touching is heavy,
and hugging you is hard,
laying beside you
is all I talk about
Feed me like a chicken,
inject your med,
tell me what makes you,
lie in my bed