Confused on the inside mixed love
confused on the outside many soldiers lay above
I devoted to her, feelings no man can bare
shot ten times while many children stare
mixed emotions like what the hell is devotion
men died cause a white mans motion
this is bull s%!* & you know it
soldiers shot no one even said hold it
I write for times of need
I write for families that are incomplete
its not my fault but I understand
its cause I'm a man
many lie
or ask why
but that was it before I die