D- Didn't know i had a choice
E- Everything i went through
A- A time so full of fright
L- Leaving go is hard
T- Tied down to my past
W- When i want to change
I- I feel my heavy heart
T- The memories continue
H- Happy ones so few
C- Choices so confusing
H- Holding on is all i can do
I- In every way my life went
L- Lie welded in my mind
D- Dragged up with a monster
H- Having no one to treat me kind
O- Only knowing evil
O- Only feeling pain
D- Doing nothing wrong
A- And feeling i was to blame
B- Being made out to be the bad guy
U- Used and hurt by a so called man
S- Seeing things that i should never of seen
E- Every memory i wish to ban.