Officially Nameless
Less than human,
What am I?
Monster, ghost?
Dead or alive?
Numb to the core
But in so much agony
No smiles, or laughter
I cry in my sleep
Internal bleeding
Turns into internal death
You pick away at my soul,
I flounder for breath
The fires burn hotter
The hate becomes welcoming
Wanting a piece of humanity,
I settle for any feeling
I know I was happy once
But the word holds no value now;
It leaves me open to more hurt,
A trick I won't allow
And what is “emotion”?
What is Kindness, Love, Delight?
The only words I understand
Are Pain, Despair, Spite
I wish I could feel the sun too
It's become to dark and cold here
A world that's not my own,
A galaxy run by fear
There is no greener grass,
Only empty promises, lies
And then there are the people
Who claw all the good out of our lives
Who can I really trust?
Who will help me feel again?
Who can bring me back from this Hell?
Who will stick with me till the end?
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