please don't wake up
She looks so peaceful as she lays in our bed
but she's just passed out after a fifth
these screams just echo in my head
locked in a cold entombed room in filth
I tried everything to give you happiness
even buried myself in nothingness and chaos
so I gave more and more until I was emptiness
everything I am has became this bleeding loss
please don't awake as I leave
Is already hard enough
If I stay here I'll suffer
so please don't wake up
I don't want to argue anymore
you need safety and comfort
what I could never give you
so please don't wake up
please understand I'm leaving everything I ever knew
I try not to make a sound or scream as I break in two
the hardest thing to say is good bye to you
please understand I'm leaving my heart with you
too much more of this and I'll have nothing left to give
never mind the ghost in the corner its my destiny
I never wanted it to end this way its just I cant live
like this I'm my own worst enemy
please don't awake as I leave
Its already hard enough
If I stay here I'll suffer
so please don't wake up
I don't want to argue anymore
you need safety and comfort
what I could never give you
so please don't wake up
I wanted you to know that I tried my best
but it was never enough for you despite myself
now there's a gaping hole in my aching chest
where I ripped out the best of myself
I don't know how much more honest you want this
somewhere deep inside I know that you don't care
i was more than a great kiss
i never said that life was fair
please don't awake as I leave
Its already hard enough
If I stay here I'll suffer
so please don't wake up
I don't want to argue anymore
you need safety and comfort
what I could never give you
so please don't wake up
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