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I Wasn't Ready

I wasn't ready to lose you
When I got the call
My heart fell I scream
My body turn inside out
I'm not ready lord
I started to fall
I took a deep breath
God I'm so afraid
I didn't get a chance
To say I love you baby girl
To say goodbye
I turn into stone
My inside out
My heart my soul lost
As I tremble my hands shook
I can't die
But I wasn't ready to let go
Baby girl!!
I couldn't cry
That long night
God I couldn't let go
Echos of cries I heard
My child was badly hurt
I wanted to hold her
I ask is she alive
Did I lose half of my life
Oh god I was scared
And I couldn't cry
No she is speaking
Oh my god I laugh
But I was already stone
I had to tell everyone
I almost lots have of my soul.
Oh god I was so cold
The dark of night
Half of me was dead
I kept Thanking God
Over and over again
Because I wasn't ready yet
Today on your Birthday
I will not count your candles
Only your blessing
The fact that I can hold you
I will never be ready
I said
I held her
My promise to always say
I love You
Over and over again
A parent could never be ready
To lose a child is to be dead...

By;Adminda Cintron
You still live I love you always my daughter my friend....2009

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