My Thoughts at Midnite........
August 2008
I was inactive on this site for 2+ years...in that time I graduated grad school, became an RD, had my heart broken, lost my grandmother and then 9 months later lost my sister to cancer. I used to write poetry to stay sane...and now?? ;-) No. I know, I am sane. Life has given me no other option except to make this place work for me. :-) Since the death of my sister, a lot of my words are gone. I am more quiet and while life is serious at times....truly we make such big deals over stuff that really doesn't matter. I reread my stuff from years ago and so happy those struggles are over and I don't need to vent about it anymore. I am different now and most likely so is my writing. I am probably going to say in the manner that it is not so heavy...at least those words are not written anymore. I tend to find humor now, and lose the serious stuff. I am still humbled by children and their innocense. I still fight for the underdog and ADORE the moon and sunset! :-) That part of me has not changed. :-) I am very aware that today could be my last day, but others are not. BUT I absolutely LOVE it when I am with someone that makes me forget everything, and I think in my mind it is just another normal day and tomorrow is to. That is a true gift! When you live that way and the rest of the world doesn't...you have to find a happy medium..and that is what I do.
I was inactive on this site for 2+ years...in that time I graduated grad school, became an RD, had my heart broken, lost my grandmother and then 9 months later lost my sister to cancer. I used to write poetry to stay sane...and now?? ;-) No. I know, I am sane. Life has given me no other option except to make this place work for me. :-) Since the death of my sister, a lot of my words are gone. I am more quiet and while life is serious at times....truly we make such big deals over stuff that really doesn't matter. I reread my stuff from years ago and so happy those struggles are over and I don't need to vent about it anymore. I am different now and most likely so is my writing. I am probably going to say in the manner that it is not so heavy...at least those words are not written anymore. I tend to find humor now, and lose the serious stuff. I am still humbled by children and their innocense. I still fight for the underdog and ADORE the moon and sunset! :-) That part of me has not changed. :-) I am very aware that today could be my last day, but others are not. BUT I absolutely LOVE it when I am with someone that makes me forget everything, and I think in my mind it is just another normal day and tomorrow is to. That is a true gift! When you live that way and the rest of the world doesn't...you have to find a happy medium..and that is what I do.
