Contemporary poetry by Debbie wagoner

TO

HEARTFELT

BY

DEBBIE WAGONER

I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE WORST TRADGEDY OF MY LIFE
YET STILL I GO ON, HOW I WONDER CAN THIS BE THAT
I CAN STILL WRITE WHEN LOSING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
THIS IS FOR HIM FOR BRADLEY ALLEN LINDNER MY FIRST
BORN SON WHO I SHALL NEVER EVER GET OVER THE LOSS
AND CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE DAY I TAKE MY LAST BREATH
AND JOIN HIM..SOON I HOPE. SO PLEASE READ THESE POEMS
IN HIS HONOR AND MY LOVE THANK YOU FOR READING THIS
AND TAKING TIME TO CARE. WITH LOVE DEBBIE WAGONER

MAY WE NEVER BE CAGED IN BY
OTHER PEOPLES THOUGHTS AND
OPINIONS. LET US ALWAYS BE FREE
AND ALIVE TO ENJOY THE WRITTEN
WORDS OF MAGIC BE IT OURS OR OTHERS.
FOR THIS IS WHAT MAKES POETRY
MAJESTIC

FADED BEAUTY DOES IT;S DUTY
BATED BREATH SLOW DEATH.

A ROSE OF BLUE MAKES DREAMS COME TRUE

A GIFT OF FLOWERS MAY LAST FOR HOURS

A GIFT IS IN YOUR SOUL ETERNAL IF
IT IS OF TRUE BLUE LOVE.
DEBBIE WAGONER 10/22/09

GOLDEN DREAMS

EVERYONE IS LOVED BY SOMEONE

DANCE TO THE HEAVENS AND REACH FOR THE MOON
FOR YOUR LIFE IS OVER FAR TO SOON.
SO CRY YOUR TEARS FOR ONES WHO ARE GONE
THEN DANCE FOR THESE ANGELS AND THEIR BEAUTIFUL SONGS.
DEBBIE WAGONER 10/22/09

I FEEL THIS IS THE LORD CARRYING
WHEN I WAS IN MY COMA TO WEAK TO
CARRY MYSELF. WHEN I DEPENDED ON HIM
THE MOST TO PROTECT ME AND LOOK OUT
FOR ME AS HE HAS TO LOVE ME AND HONOR.
ME WHEN I COULD NOT, MY LOVING GOD, I
HONOR AND ADORE YOU FOREVER MORE. DEBBIE
WAGONER.

SPARKLING HEARTS ABOUND

CRADLED IN ROSES PETALS

PINWHEELS OF LOVE AND ROSES

BEAUTIFUL ROSE FAIRY

Follow the magic placed in your heart
put there before your life here had start.
Placed gently by tiny angel hands
It's there in every woman and every man.

It's that special little extra that makes us whole
that keeps our emotions running warm instead of cold.
Sets us apart from other living things
makes us kind and caring human beings.

So always follow that magic placed in your soul
placed every so kindly by the angels gold.
That little spot in your heart
Is where our magic truly does start.

Debbie Wagoner 7/31/09

DAYDREAMING ANGELS LOOKING TO THE SKY
TRYING NOT TO SHED A TEAR, NEVER DO THEY CRY.
BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WHO LOOKS SO FORLORN AND LOST
I LOVE YOU NO MATTER THE COST.
DEBBIE WAGONER 7/19/09

LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND WITHOUT IT NO
HAPPINESS WILL GOD BRING. REMEMBER THIS AS YOU
OPEN YOUR MOUTH TO SPEAK FOR YOUR WORDS CAN BRING
ABOUT WAR OR PEACE. ALWAYS LOVE FOR TOMORROW IS
NOT PROMISED AND BELIEVE ME I KNOW THIS FIRST HAND
LOVE YOUR LIFE AND EVERYONE IN IT PLEASE.
DEBBIE 10/22/09

A POEM BY MY BELOVED SON BRADLLEY TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL. HIS WORDS NOT MINE LOVE DEBBIE

Have you ever noticed that love seems to give a good chase?
whether at a distance or right in your face

Have you ever noticed that love seems to be the hardest thing to find?
Just when you feel you have it in your grasp your
heart gets left behind.

Have you ever noticed love seems to be just within
you sight?
whether in the brighest of days or darkest of nites.

Have you ever noticed love seems to be an eternity
long?
Just when you get comfortable something quickly goes
wrong.

Have you ever noticed that love seems to take your
breath away?
Whether it;s the dreayiest days of april or the
clearest days of may.

Have you ever noticed that love seems to outshine
all that just is?
Just when you think the flame is out, you see another spark.

Bradley LIndner 2;20PM 1/8/09

THAT'S WHY HE CHOSE MY BRADLEY

Come with me to this place so safe and warm
hold my peace in your heart and you shall come to no
harm.
Reach for the whispers that echo deep in your mind.
For through your web of dreams, my answers you will
find.

Hear my caring,warmth,and live as I gently call to
you
to remind you of my miracle,with just one thought I
soothe.
My love radiates deep into your soul as I watch from
above
I gently carress you completely and cover you with
love.

Know that I am with you, you will never be alone
my seeds of wisdom deep into you I have sown.
I promise to watch over you as you lye fast asleep
no fear or troubles into your dreams will seep.

Come with me to this garden of Eden
into happiness and beauty your heart i am leading.
Enjoy this paradise for I am only whole with you
You and I are joined in forever what we do.
DEBBIE WAGONER 10/22/09
A POEM I WROTE FOR MY SON BRADLEY, TO MATCH HIS. OUR LOVE SHINES.

WHERE THE MAGIC STARS COME FROM
THE MOON FAIRY CAPTURES THE FUN.

I dreamt today, I dreamt of many things
about star glimmering skys, the silence of a
mid august night, but most of all i dreamt of
dreaming these things with you.

I wept today, i wept about many things, love
enchanted lonlyness cured by your creation and
the fact that you have invaded my heart, but most
of all I wept with tears of happiness because I
have you to wipe them softly away.

I thought today, I thought about many things the
way your eyes glimmer on a snow filled winter
morning, the way I can't function without remembering your love is always with me, but most of
all I thought of the many ways your love has
changed all the doubts I had on God and his
creation of angels.

Bradley Lindner 1/8/09 1:50

ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL POEM BY MY SON BRADLEY
ALLEN LINDNER. WHO SPOKE SO GENTLY THROUGH HIS
HEART AND SOUL. THE WORLD WILL MISS HIM. LOVE
MOM FOREVER, MY ANGEL 10/23/09

AS THE DARK RECEDECES AND THE IN COMES LIGHT
THE LITTLE ANGEL GETS READY FOR HER FLIGHT.
11/10/09

A POEM FOR MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER AND GRANDBABY WHO ARE HELPING
ME THROUGH THE LOSS OF BRADLEY ALLEN. I LOVE ALL THREE OF THEM.
THANK YOU GOD FOR THIS SMALL PIECE OF HELP. LOVE MOM 10/23/09

To my daughter sent from above
my heart is full of so much love.
You make me proud in all you do
that;s the reason I truly love you.

A good mommy you surely are
you'll take Jadyn very,very far.
With a heart as pure as glass
being with you is such a blast.

You make me laugh when I am feeling low
your love for me you always show.
I know I'm sick all of the time
please don't blame me for this crime.

I just wanted to say that I love you too
and I'm sorry that I'm in a bad mood.
But hang in there with me don't let go
because our love can only grow.

Debbie Wagoner 10/20/09

THE LORD AND HIS ANGEL PRAYING FOR
PEACE AND COMFORT.

FALL COMES ROUND BUT ONCE A YEAR
THIS YEAR MINE IS FULL OF TEARS. I MISS
YOU BRADLEY SO VERY MUCH IT HURTS.10/23/09

MY Letter To Bradley

Help me find the courage to go on
for I have lost my first born son
my baby now is a star in the sky
at night I look at the stars and cry
I hope that he can see my tears for that would
mean my words he could hear.
Because I say I love you every second of the day,
while on my knees I kneel and pray.
I pray to Bradley "help me please" Please Bradley help me to again to believe.
For I have lost my faith and hope
and cannot find the courage to cope.
Please give me the strenght to go on
for I have no life without my firstborn son

Debbie Wagoner with the help of Dianna Nally who is my angel and helped me get this out.
thank you Di I love you as did Bradley did a second mom to him were you.

Debbie Wagoner 10/8/09

EVERYDAY AND EVERYNITE
DREAM

MY HEART, MY SOUL

You're in my heart, my soul
forever there you I will gently hold.
The greatest love in my heart
nothing can ever tear that apart.

I weep tears of sorrow just for you
remembering all that we used to do.
It hurts so badly to be here without you
I just don't know what I'm going to do.

One of a kind Bradley you are
the brightest shining star.
I look for you every night
hard to see as these tears cloud my eyes.

Always please know mommy loves you true
and my life is now colored forever blue
No more rainbows ever again
they went with you my son, my best friend.

I love you forever and eternal Bradley.

Debbie Wagoner 10/5/09

TWO BEAUTIFUL STAIRWAYS TO HEAVEN

Lord Speak To Me

Dear Lord speak to me
tell me why this must be
why did you take my precious son
was his life really done?

He was young and had so much to do
you decided this wouldn't come true
why oh why did he have to leave
why didn't you just take me?

I died the day Bradley died
might as well buried me by his side
I have no reason left to go on
now that Bradley is gone.

Life for me has always been hard
now i'm dealt this final card
my heart is broke my mind is too
life as I knew it is finally through.

Debbie Wagoner 10/5/09

BRADLEY ALLEN'S 2000 PROM THE MOST
HANDSOME MAN THERE. I TREASURE THIS
PICTURE WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL.
THANK YOU DI FOR BEING MY ANGEL AND
HELPING ME PUT THIS PICTURE ON HERE.
I LOVE YOU , LOVE DEB

Angels speak to me on high
listening to my tiny tear drops cry.
They huddle near and whisper to me
of the beauty of what Bradley now sees.
Sights so amazing there really are no words
music from God that doesn't go unheard.
No more pain does Bradley feel
all the damage has been healed.
They touch my soul and caress my heart.
whispering Bradley and I are really never apart
Bradley is watching over me every second, every day
He wants me to celebrate his life and his way
at least that what the angels whispered and had to say.

Debbie Wagoner 11/1/09

ANOTHER POEM OF BRADLEY'S TO ME

Posted: Jan 20 2009 01:18pm PST
In reply to Debbie Wagoner

A nice dream is something you hope for your whole life.
You wake up,smile and hold it tight.

It;s something you pray for every day.
You admire and praise it with sweet things to say.

It;s something you must not take for granted.
You hold and kiss it untill you cant stand it.

It;s something you should feel lucky to acquire.
You share one heart with passions on fire.

My nice dream is something and that something is you.
I can only hope when you wake from your dream it involves loving me to.
BRADLEY SHADY

I JUST FOUND THIS POEM AND IT BROKE ME HEART
PLEASE PARENTS TELL YOUR CHILDREN HOW VERY MUCH
THEY ARE ALSO IN YOUR DREAMS OF LOVE AND THE FUTURE.
THANK GOD THAT I DID SO BRADLEY KNEW I LOVED HIM AND
ALWAYS WILL. GOD BLESS YOU ALL. LOVE DEB 11/4/09

THE ULTIMATE SON-----JESUS

Posted: Feb 03 2009 07:03pm PST
In reply to Debbie Wagoner

Whats a boy without his mom
Who's to tell him right from wrong

Whats a mom without her son
Who's to tell her he loves her a ton

Whats a man without his mother
Who needs her wisdom when he's ready to share his love with another

Whats a mother without her son
Who's to give her grand children to spoil with love and fun

so I ask again, whats a boy without his mom
There isent an anwser because in his heart she always belongs

Shady

PRINCESS FAIRY OF THE MOON. LOOKS LIKE SHE CAN SWOON

FARIY SITTING BRIGHT SO BEAUTIFUL IN SIGHT

Jesus is the light in my life, he carried me through my troubles and strifes.
With Jesus in my corner i can never lose, nor can I stand accused.
I am free and my soul is too, my spirit is his for all that I do.
Come join us and feel his love, from the sweet blue heaven above.

Debbie Wagoner 7/15/09

WE HAVE COME TO THE END AND I HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED
EVERY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL AND GOD ON MY PAGE. IT REPRESENTS
ME AND THE FAITH I LIVE BY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL
THANK YOU FOR SHARING WITH ME AND BEING HERE FOR ME. I
TRULY LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. WITH ALL MY HEART
AND SOUL LOVE DEB. 7/20/09