Everything i wanted to say to u, I've herd in my dreams. Everything i see as i explain, can only be as raw an as bloody as it seems. i thought, if maybe i could give u something, someone ud never not want to see. Something i never had. Something u didn't provide itself. If just once i was something someone who could be put together from the deformity that is me.. Just piece by piece. An whole i would be. like a mother or a father something more than this. that of what i am. Someone who will bleed. so u won't, So u don't have to. be the angel that falls on their knees. Have to be....be forced to believe, now shh just hush in silence w me