Hi, my name is FragiLe BroKenHearted. Not really my name as you can obviously tell. Nor is it really a 'nickname' people call me in school. Of course, who in the right mind would call me FragiLe? Can you imagine people going up to me saying, "Hey, What's up FragiLe?" No. I don't think so. The reason for my name however is b/c 1 bOring day when it was raining and I had nothing left to really do but cry in my bed and hopelessly pray for everything to just go away, I was passing, wasting time so preciously by looking in the dictionary. Looking possibly for a word I was other than the usual you hear: Useless, pathetic, moron, ignorant.. I suddenly stumbled upon the name 'fragiLe' and the meaning "Easily broken" That was so me, I thought. That is what I will name myself. And if you're wondering why I would give myself a different name its b/c the one choosen for me does not seem to fit me anymore. I am obviously not Lisa anymore. Lisa died yrs ago. No. I am some1 else. Only left with the appearance of her. The wasted left over. The old and fading of her. I needed a name and I had given myself 1, you see?
I have been writing for yrs now. I think 10 was when I would write little CoRny child-ish stuff. Bois, Secret Crushes on them, pets, rainbows, flowers...yea. It wasn't until I turned 14 to were they seem to make sense and were actually reality. I started this whole site when I was 13. I could've swarn in around NOvember. I began cutting and my thoughts and idea, emotions, unravaled. Which explains my poems on wanting to die and wanting to cut. Those are all real feelings I had. As very frightening that is- its true. I did. I have struggled so much throu these yrs. But I am still here. Still breathing. Still unsure if that is good or bad. My counselor told me it was good. but I have strong doubts about that. I'm so tired. Emotionally and physically. I don't know of what more I can take. Well thats about all I can say about me. There isn't much to know. My site, poems, name is all self explanitory of what I'm like. Well then l8r!
Note**I have a website, and if you for some bazarre reason care to want to look throu it, you are welcome t do so. Just click on it, and there ya go, here it is. Enjoy looking through it.
My website: http://alivebutfeelingdead.tripod.com
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feel free to email me anytime at
morbidgothicangel@yahoo.com (or) unhappilyfallen@yahoo.com
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You are the one who hates to hate but hates to
love. You can't decide at all! You have a
switching mind and just can't make up your
mind. You like someone but then someone else
comes and you think they are ugly the next day.
How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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