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Lost Her Wings
I Carried You Around For Nine Months And Then Gave Birth To A Beautiful Little Angel, As I Watched You Grow Up You Were So Independent And It Seemed As If You Had A Mind Of Your Own. Here It Is Fourteen Years Later And That Strong Independent Angel Has Some How Lost Her Wings And Way. I Know That We Have Had Our Share Of Ups And Downs And Somewhere In Between Ive Disappointed You And For This I Am Truly Sorry. I Miss The Talking, The Laughing And The Sharing Of Things Going On In Your Life, And Yes It Does Hurt That You Talk More To Your Step Mom About What Goes On In Your Everyday Life Than You Talk To Me, But I Will Survive.... What Hurts Me Deeply Now Is What You Did To Yourself Over Some Kid Who Is Nothing But A Trouble Maker. What Shatters My Heart More Than Anything Else Is Knowing That I Could Of Woke Up Went Into Your Room And Found You Not Breathing. I Could Of Lost You Forever And Not A Day Goes By Since Then That I Don't Just Break Down And Cry. I Love You So Much Baby Girl And I'm So Sorry That I Don't Tell You That Every Second Of Every Day. I Want My Carefree Sweet Loving Beautiful Daughter Back, I Would Walk Through Hell Just To Make Sure That I Will Be Able To Watch You Grow Up Into The Intelligent Woman I Know You Are Going To Become. Sweetie There Are So Many People That Love And Care For You And They Would Be Devastated To Know That You Did Something So Stupid That Could Have Ended Your Life. I Know That Part Of You Hates Me For The Things I Have Done In My Life And Everyday I Wish I Could Go Back And Change My Decisions. I Want You To Know That Right Now I Promise That No Matter What I Will Always Be Here For You No Matter What Time Of Day Or Night If You Need Me Call Me. Just Please Never Ever Forget That You Are My Daughter And I Love You To The Moon And Back. I Don't Hate You And I'm Not Angry Anymore, I'm Just Disappointed That This One Boy Could Make You Want To End Your Precious Life, And Just So You Know I Cry Myself To Sleep Because We Could Have Lost You. All I'm Asking Of You Is To Please Be Open An Honest With Me From Now On, So that Maybe One Day We Can Have A Mother/Daughter Bond? Baby You Have Your Whole Life Ahead Of You, And Allot To Discover Still. You Know No Parent Ever Wants To Bury Their Children. Love Always Your Mother. <3
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