Poetry - A BLEEDING SOUL, Cynthia Mathews

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  1. you are against everything
  2. These Dreams
  3. Sad am I for Me
  4. Sad am I for You
  5. Property
  6. make it a lie
  7. Don't hurt me anymore
  8. when i die today
  9. for you i cry
  10. Junkie
  11. To Disappear
  12. like an abscessed tooth
  13. what hurts the most
  14. you missed the first words
  15. your innocence
  16. Shallow
  17. Whore
  18. You wanted a war
  19. Candy
  20. your game
  21. wouldn't it be nice
  22. the love i fed you
  23. dont feel forget
  24. Persacute
  25. its not your fault
  26. i fake it
  27. The Lion in its Passage
  28. don't even pretend
  29. Intimidated
  30. Pityville
  31. NAME ME
  32. purpose
  33. Unfinished
  34. Sounds of Silence
  35. hidden disdain
  36. pretend you really care
  37. sample
  38. What your second hand smoke does to me
  39. In the Making...unfinished...
  40. Reason to Chaos
  41. Convince yourself
  42. Trophey
  43. Hitler
  44. Statistics
  45. Effects of Fatherless Children
  46. Go To Bed Mad
  47. BANG BANG Little Johnny
  48. Death Can't Take That Away From Me
  49. my heart has died
  50. You wonder whY?
  51. a noise?
  52. the days of dead are gone
  53. Waste Away
  54. If you were a Gardener
  55. maybe when you finish your drink
  56. whatyou learned in elementaryu school
  57. Prudence
  58. wronged
  59. little girl
  60. Buy a dog
  61. Was it Real?
  62. Im not going to your funeral And dont come to mine
  63. I REMEMBER WHY I HATE YOU
  64. i WILL noT BE anything BUT A lover
  65. NO PILLS WILL KILL ME
  66. I Scream Myself Awake
  67. I cry hard, Bitter tears run dry
  68. you will never know
  69. Alone: I am Arent WE all
  70. do not read the print out
  71. for you
  72. This life of mine so empty...
  73. You'll always be you
  74. August 19th 2004 midnight
  75. 09/23/04
  76. little did I know at all
  77. Stone cold my heart
  78. idenity
  79. i need a new me
  80. Mister
  81. Arrangements
  82. Have you ever...
  83. “ME”
  84. The Journey
  85. The victim
  86. burning my eyes
  87. As I sit and ponder
  88. It is you
  89. I lost my last smile
  90. Love Defined
  91. Forgotten al I had Dreamed
  92. The death of the INnoCenT
  93. Back in the DaY
  94. flesh and blood
  95. To Keisha......9
  96. Gried Unleashed: Free Verse #2
  97. us
  98. babbles of death
  99. How can I promise Forever?
  100. your laugh warms me
  101. Savor
  102. in our own little world
  103. The dream that wasn't a dream was
  104. new love
  105. Forbidden passion: A letter of Love
  106. Prelude to the memory
  107. And you thought you had a bad day?
  108. Its time to forget
  109. Options are limited
  110. Thanks Dad
  111. Why should I care?
  112. For the Best
  113. I am not bothered by.........
  114. Take the Razor
  115. forgotten were.
  116. Our bodies lay like canvas
  117. something**24252
  118. SELF MUTILATION:I AM HUMAN
  119. IF
  120. DRIFTING
  121. FACE OF A STRANGER
  122. LIES
  123. NIGHTS YOU STOLE MY INNOCENCE
  124. IN THE BOTTLE
  125. FREE MY HEART
  126. LOST SMILE
  127. TODAY I DIED
  128. oblivant to pain
  129. I AM INDIFFERENT
  130. DO YOU FEEL THE THROBBING
  131. TODAY IT RAINED IN MY HEART
  132. EMOTIONAL DRAINED
  133. WRATH
  134. I FEEL YOUR PAIN
  135. POETRY PROSE
  136. DECIEVE ME
  137. LOVE WONT HAVE ME
  138. GRIP OF STEEL
  139. SOCIETY
  140. A BLEEDING SOUL
  141. A DREAM
  142. ANOTHER WORLD
  143. ABHORRENCE
  144. BLESSED
  145. CONVERSATIONS
  146. DAD?
  147. DAYS ARE STRANGE
  148. A THOUGHT
  149. HERE'S THE RING I BOUGHT YOU
  150. I FEEL LIKE
  151. HOUSE OF LOVE
  152. INSIDE MYSELF
  153. LOVELESS
  154. NORMAL
  155. DRIFTING
  156. TEMPLE OF SELF
  157. TOMORROWS SECRET
  158. UNKNOWN TO ME (bill)
  159. WHO ARE YOU
  160. WILL YOU REMEMBER ME
  161. YOU WERE
  162. TODAY
  163. INSIDE YOU GROW
  164. Transitory Love
  165. The Dream
  166. In Your Mind...
  167. Recycled Love
  168. not mine
  169. Unable To See...
  170. Nothing to give
  171. Distancing Yourself
  172. PROMISES ARE LIES
  173. I LEFT YOU ROSES
  174. I could of loved you forever...
  175. I DONT UNDERSTAND
  176. Without You...
  177. Alone Awaiting...
  178. Reason to Exsist
  179. Erosion
  180. When Did the End Come
  181. YOU FED ME LIES
  182. A Memory
  183. Betrayed
  184. TURN OFF THE SONG
  185. Pictures
  186. vulger love
  187. unloved
  188. UNTITLED 34562
  189. UNSEEN (bill's)
  190. unspoken (bill)
  191. affliction (bill knew)
  192. ToNiGhT (bill)
  193. To Keisha
  194. To Keisha #2
  195. as if YOU are ReaLLy DEaD
  196. MY heart WAS not
  197. MaddNEss
  198. SELF-HATE
  199. AddICTion'S TRutH
  200. rejected
  201. Daddy DON't go
  202. untitled
  203. HELP ME!!! ITS NOT FAIR!!!
  204. no longer happy to you
  205. sad am i today ON XMAS
  206. AHHHHH
  207. I CALL HIM "Bill"
  208. hate, i must feel it
  209. soft, tender, touches...
  210. Are YOU LaUGHINg BehinD MY BacK
  211. transistory emotions
  212. I KNOW ITs not me YOu feeL
  213. ugliness un-understood
  214. my dreams encourage my misery
  215. say goodbye
  216. im sick of the headaches
  217. AdDiction of DEniAL
  218. DENIED
  219. MiZplaCEd WOrLd
  220. DISTANCING YOURSELF
  221. Promises are lies...
  222. strength it takes
  223. i was weak
  224. i never knew sexy until you
  225. torture is unable to hold you
  226. a dream not mine
  227. perpetual bliss
  228. without you
  229. cover me
  230. i want to rise you up
  231. sad am i for BILL
  232. just rambles
  233. gotta get away from it all
  234. LOVE ME TODAY
  235. LOVE LOST
  236. I cry
  237. i think of you not thinking of me
  238. AN EMPTY GAME CALLED LIFE
  239. MAKING UP YOUR OWN STORIES
  240. TAKE ME HOME
  241. FOREVER VOIDED
  242. IN THOSE NIGHTS
  243. I LIKED YOU???
  244. I COULD NEVER OF GUESSED
  245. PLEASURE FOR MY PAIN
  246. MUTILATED AND MANGELED
  247. dad
  248. remember when i swallowed all those pills
  249. it is not you
  250. do you hear my screams
  251. the river (bill)
  252. one (bill)
  253. whys it so hard to live
  254. I'm not Excited
  255. i cannot wake from sleep
  256. i do not like myself today
  257. let the night blanket me
  258. alone
  259. locked up
  260. floor NUMBER 6
  261. you are a private man
  262. manic as ever
  263. NOWHERE TO RUN
  264. i can not offer stability in a smile
  265. IM SCATTERED
  266. Remember US
  267. A smile
  268. "goodbye"
  269. UNDEcidED faTE
  270. NOWHERE to RUN
  271. THE ARTIST
  272. IN MY drEAmS
  273. YOU DO not unDERsTAND
  274. if you really knew me
  275. love me today
  276. am i in your memories
  277. don't lie to me
  278. some one else's dream
  279. forgotten
  280. i feel cheated
  281. untitled (just for you)
  282. forever to be cherished
  283. I WasNt therE WHEN yoU WerE BEatEn
  284. lost addiction
  285. SILENT
  286. I think of you
  287. misgivings
  288. suicide mission
  289. misery
  290. That is where IT flew
  291. TEMPTATION
  292. I am nobody
  293. emptiness
  294. yours
  295. bloody wrists
  296. distraught
  297. poisoned
  298. my body dirty
  299. addiction
  300. a mistake
  301. Pretending I'm not crying....
  302. I am your diesease
  303. investing..........
  304. moments like these
  305. I am loveless
  306. a moment of intimacy
  307. raining razors
  308. you are denied
  309. i thought
  310. only my destiny
  311. Who told you
  312. a smile poised
  313. sick
  314. like a playground
  315. this isn't love
  316. a second
  317. unfinished.....finished?
  318. contrite
  319. Love the one you're with
  320. i cannot accept
  321. they know
  322. Self MUTILATION: I am human!
  323. another bus
  324. Masquerade
  325. Behind closed doors
  326. Sad AM I FOR BILL
  327. inside my head
  328. wreckage
  329. day 41
  330. addict
  331. Mind's eye
  332. death. bitter tasted
  333. evaded
  334. will kind words be spoken
  335. unpure
  336. lifeless and alone
  337. run away
  338. Silly game
  339. i regret
  340. Audicity
  341. i argue inside
  342. stupor
  343. journey
  344. Mom
  345. I+A+M=( )
  346. I used to cry because....
  347. moments to forget
  348. i'd die for your kiss


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