I would have never suspected this from you at all. But then again i haven't had the privilege of knowing you but a short time. I am so glad you were able to relate the story to me so I would understand about depression. i told the Administrator yesterday if I could walk I would be going out in the highway and get hit by a car or a truck or something and ending my life. She said it broke her heart to hear that from me. i meant every word and do to a point. i will be getting your email address again and writing to you and give you the whole situation instead of here.May the Lord bless you always. love in Christ's name, cubby