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ABOUT: ©2000 - 2014 Individual Authors of the Poetry. All rights reserved by authors. << it's all copywrited work on this site, so don't steal any of it, i will be publishing my stuff into a book when I'm out of high school, so I WILL know if you took any of my work, and portrayed it as your own Hey people, Megz here! Well this is the page where I tell ya bout myself.. so here I go... I'm 16 yrs old and in the 11th grade. I've been writing poems since the 6th grade, where the first poem that I wrote got 4th place in a school contest. But the poems that I started out writing, were just really, a bunch of sentences that rhymed. Though when I got into 7th grade, I started writing actual poetry. My first poems in 7th grade were childish I think, but during 8th grade, I started to get more into them, and my writing started maturing more. In 9th grade, I got very emotional in a lot of my poetry, and I vented my pain, and emotions all through writing it down. Also in 9th grade, I ventured off the boyfriend subject, and started writing poems about life in general. By the end of 9th grade, I really got into writing poems about sh*t that I was going through, and it released so much of the stuff I kept bottled up inside. During 10th grade I had a lot of poetry about suicide, and cutting myself, and about moving… 10th grade was an extremely crazy year for me, but it was also a huge learning experience in my life. I learned a lot about people, and life and grew up a lot. At the end of tenth grade probably around May I stopped writing for a while. Summer was overall good, but there were a lot of crazy moments. A lot of my feelings I just didn't know how to express, even in writing. Then at the end of August you'll see a couple a poems that I wrote. Then another huge gap of no poems. That huge gap also I just didn't know how to express what I was feeling. Mostly because I was confused on that also. At the beginning of September I got fed up with my dad and went to live with my –at the time- best friend. I lived with her for about a month and a half, before moving to another house. Things got really crazy living with my friend though, I began getting accused of stealing money and doing all these other things that I didn't do. I had no way of proving it though, it was just my word, but that wasn't good enough. Then me and her stopped talking, and now I can't stand her. She really screwed me over, and she did a lot of F***ED up things. I'm still p*ssed off about it… but yea… then I was living with my ex-boyfriends mom for about a month, and since thanksgiving I've been living back at home. It's pretty crazy being here. Being away I missed my mom, my littlest sister and my grandfather, everyone else was the reason I'd left. Overall things are better then they were, but my dad I still don't get along with. Really I hate him… it might sound harsh… but I mean that with all of my heart. Well Ima try to start writing more often… and I'll keep this thing updated. But anywho, I really hope that you enjoy my poetry!! When I get older I'm planning on publishing my poetry, and making it into a book called Teenage Heart. Which really is what my poems are. Because they reflect me as I grow up as a teenager and as you read my poems, you'll be able to see how I changed in both my writing, and as a person. I really hope that you enjoy them. -megz- ****PLEASE***** give me feedback, and write me comments about my poetry, I like seeing what people think about my poems, whether it be good or bad. (please be honest)if you have an e-mail address or your own poetry site, I'd appreciate it if you also included that thanx so much! <3 megzz Well I am now 23:) Ima leave all that info up there^^ just so I can always look back on it. I stopped writting for a long time because I've realized that as you get older, it's alot harder to express life into words...it's just not as simple minded as it was when you're a kid... you kind of start to look at a bigger picture... Its so hard to put something that makes you feel and think twenty million different things into a couple paragraghs. And to even put into words exactly what I feel is so hard, because a lot of times I find myself confused with what I really feel. I've actually written a lot in the past couple years, but I have so many poems that are unfinished. I am slowly going to start posting them even though they aren't quite done. Maybe that will get me closer to having them finished. I think that going back to an unfinished poem and begining to finish it, is a little easier than finishing it when I'm going through what I'm writing about. Because now I know how the situation turned out, and I can look back and write about it without questioning what it's supposed to mean.....if that makes any sense at all:) lol well i love you my readers<3 and I hope you enjoy!!! I appreciate comments and feedback with all my heart!! Nothing makes my day more than getting a comment on how I'm doing or what my poetry makes you feel. Thank You all for reading :D <3Megzz I know that some of my writing has profanity, I realize that I do not "need" graphic words/language, but in all truth I enjoy it. Its who I am, so I will not supress it. If I want to write something angry, I will do it to the fullest extent and how it comes naturally, that is the beauty of writing... you get to let those things out<3
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