You think you've had the best of me,
you lied your way into my heart,
You think I would love you all eternity,
you played with my emotions from the start,
You think I might be crushed to the ground,
crying my eyes out, feeling so lonely,
you think I cant go on without you around,
and at first darkness is all I could see.
You think my broken spirit won't heal,
don't you know all your thinking is vain,
you think what you done to me I wouldn't feel,
and at first all I could feel was the pain.
But darling, there's one thing you didn't know about me,
I wanted so much to tell you when you held me in your arm,
when I looked into your eyes I didn't see eternity,
Your hugs did warm my heart, but I didn't feel safe from harm.
You think you broke this angels wing,
you did, but worse, you wounded my pride,
You stoled my trust like it was nothing,
and for along time I wanted to hide.
You built me up with your words of flattery,
my guard was down I welcomed you in,
Even against my friend's honest plea,
telling me that you were of the devil's den.
I wouldn't listen to them, no, not one time,
you think you've got me where you want me,
you think your cursed lips tasted like wine?
Thank God this pain won't be my destiny.
You may have broken this angel's wing,
thats only temporary,
When I stand before God I will be able to sing,
and all your vain words will only be a
memory.
(10/1/09, let the healing begin, nobody will ever keep this angel down for long, God Bless You)