I don't wanna believe that your time is up, I don't wanna believe that your beautiful smile is going to fade. I thought that
I could handle the fact that you're leaving, but it's breaking my heart to think that you'll no longer be breathing
the same air as me. I'm trying to be strong for my surroundings, while inside I'm drowning with emotions
I can't seem to express.The thought of seeing your body in a cold dark coffin lowering six feet under ground
gives me the creeps. Everyone is looking to me for comfort and I so willingly give it. but who's going to comfort me when you're gone.Sure I know all will be fine when this storm blows over, but right now I just need a shoulder that will understand when If I break down and cry.I need answers to why you're leaving me so soon. To sit around and witness the breath of life leaving from
within you caused the tears that I held back for so long to leak from my eye. I wanted to just break down but I couldn't,
cause I realized you needed for me to be strong, so I put my emotions on hold for a much later time.