You haven't changed your heart
It seems uglier and uglier
Remember the hatred
Then the things she did to your room as a small child because of how evil you was to your youngest sibling
The trash out and how you dealt with it and how you were prepared to hurt a really young child even further would she have done that to you otherwise?
Why didn't she do that to anybody else in the family if you may ask me
You were just pure evil to her and she had anger more than emotion so she simply reacted
How could you frighten her and want to humiliate her she was only trying to save herself
So technically the fault is all yours, you've got no one to blame, but yourself
She was still too young to loose her innocence