I'm not the kind of girl who'll break your heart
What you heard is different from what you know
Reality extends all
How badly treated i was, i could hold on no longer can't you see
You wouldn't know what i suffered and the agony it was to walk away
He's happy i left as he mentally and physically tortured me
He abused, he psychologically struck me
So i'll leave him and three grand stays in his pockets
Pretending he he still wants me to cover up the fact he used me all them years
You should know deep down inside he's happy about the break up he got what he wanted and i got what i wanted which was freedom
I knew if i stayed it would just fuel him further and further and it will end anyway
You wanted answers i gave them so you know i had nothing worth carrying on with, but to you i meant nothing, but somebody else's leftovers
But he was my first i don't go round the block at all
You were no good for me i was no good just because i had been divorced
Who cares anyway you'll see somebody
A chance of women like this come along once in a lifetime and why throw away such a blessing when we got on so well as friends
It doesn't matter now as my heart belongs to someone else
I just want you to know i am not a dustbin
Yeah i talk on my phone an awful lot
I'm not like alot of the girls who keep phoning up boys for whatever i'm so shy and modest
I've come out of my shell only for you just you were too blind to see beyond what happened
If you were good you would have seen the real me which is so not this
So you aint worth a woman like me and i'm lucky i escaped from you!
You were the one who said cross culture won't work its reality it aint fantasy and the second time around
I had to refuse to settle for you because of what a stupid thing you said because its what you thought
So its not your parents coz i confronted you to tell the truth, then you change your mind you keep confusing me
It was from your heart i knew it
You must have been feeling it coz you said it so clearly with no awkward pauses or staggering or stammers in your voice
To say such a thing as bad as that i don't wanna spend the rest of my life with you to be perfectly honest as you don't believe in mixed race marriages
So this is goodbye i wish you all the best
