" PLEASE CLICK ON VIDEO FOR SONG, DMB - LYING IN THE HANDS OF GOD - FOR LINDA M....
I WAS ALREADY TO THROW IN THE TOWEL, WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD LIKE TO BE FRIENDS WITH
SOMEONE WHO WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER? I DID NOT THINK I WOULD EVER MEET ANYONE, I THOUGHT
THAT WAS TOO MUCH TO ASK SOMEONE, AND I FELT LIKE IT WAS A HUGE BURDEN....
I LOST 3 PEOPLE, BECAUSE I WAS TOTALLY HONEST WITH THEM AND TOLD THEM WHAT THE SCOOP WAS, 1 SAID IT WAS TOO MUCH TO GRASP, ONE SAID IT WAS SOMETHING I SHOULD THINK ABOUT, BECAUSE I HAD SO MUCH ON MY PLATE, ONE SAID WE CAN BE FRIENDS, I GOT THE HINTS AND NEVER HEARD ANOTHER WORD....
IN HINDSIGHT, THEY WERE NOT READY FOR ME, PLAIN AND SIMPLE.... " I AM NOT WAITING FOR THE WORLD TO CHANGE FOR ME "DMB" " I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I WANTED, IF YOUR NOT READY FOR ME TOUGH LUCK, YOU JUST LOST SOMEONE VERY VERY SPECIAL, ME!!!!
I GUESS YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU LOST AND WHAT 1 SPECIAL PERSON GAINED....
THEN I PONDERED THE THOUGHT I WOULD SAY NOTHING UNTIL I GOT TOO KNOW SOMEONE, BUT WHEN MIGHT BE THE RIGHT TIME TOO TELL THEM EVERYTHING ABOUT ME? "IT IS VERY MUCH LIKE A CATCH 22, STUCK BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE..."
NO WORRIES, I STOPPED LOOKING AND THEN I SAW SOMEONE WAS INTERESTED IN ME AND WANTED TOO TALK
TO ME, HEY NOW, THAT IS SOMETHING DIFFERENT, SO I THOUGHT GRINS....
IT TRULY WAS A GIFT THAT CAME TO ME AND WRAPPED IN PURPLE PAPER TO BOOT, MY FAVORITE COLOR,
WOW ARE YOU KIDDING ME, I PINCHED MYSELF TO MAKE SURE I WAS NOT DREAMING, GOOD THING I DREAM IN COLOUR AND REMEMBER MY DREAMS....
