Do you think I'm stupid!
Do you think I'm insane!
Do you really want me to let off some steam,
frustration and pain. Do you expect for me to let
you see my eyes rain.
Every ounce of pain I felt I've swallowed deep
Inside my heart lives nightmares for keeps
Terror rest within my mind without making a sound
Horror hides in my fragile heart and can't be found
Death whispers to me I have no reason to live
Threats stops me from telling people how I really feel
Hated by plenty feel loved by none
suicidal temps pulling the trigger of a gun
loving myself is a lesson I have yet to learn
Lost in Darkness with no way to escape
I just sit around daily and smile out at the world, pretending
everything is great. when in reality it myself I hate.