I wanted all of this with you
In my future you are still the man I see
I cannot get you out of my mind
And I know the fault is all on me
I apologized many times
I know that does not heal your pain
I thought that if I apologized
It would make the thoughts of you go away
I hold so much regret now
The dreams are always re-assuring me
They remind me all the time
That you and I would have been happy
I do take all the fault
I know what I did was wrong
Though no matter how hard I try to forget
My feelings for you are still strong
It's too late for us now
And I have to live with that everyday
This time it was all me
Now my life is in disarray
You and I have a past
A past that no one can replace
I ruined our future together
And that's just something I have to face
You will make someone the happiest girl in the world
Though that's extremely painful to say
I know I was the one to let you go
And I will regret it every single day