* " ARE YOU SERIOUS? "* WRITTEN AT 10:00 PM - 10:11PM ON 11/10/2009
**** PLEASE LISTEN TO THE VIDEO ON BOTTOM OF PAGE, ENJOY AND LAUGH AND SMILE DAILY ****
******* THANKS TO D.M.B. (PROUDEST MONKEY ) *******
1 MONTH AGO, I THOUGHT I KNEW HOW TO LIVE LIFE, HOLD THE PRESSES THAT WAS NOT THE CASE
" NOW , I KNOW WHAT I DID NOT KNOW " WHEN YOUR FAMILY DOCTOR OF 17+ YEARS TELLS YOU AND ONLY YOU IN HIS DOCTORS OFFICE WHEN NO ONE IS IN THE ROOM EXCEPT TWO PEOPLE, THAT HE FEELS YOU HAVE CANCER, YOUR LIFE CHANGES AT THAT POINT....
I HOPE IF SAD NEWS LIKE THAT COMES TO YOU IN ANY FORM, THAT YOU CAN ACCEPT IT RIGHT THERE AND NOW AND GET ON WITH WHAT IS NEXT IN LINE LIKE I DID AND I AM VERY HAPPY I TOOK THAT PATH....
REMAIN POSITIVE, STAY IN TODAY, DON'T PROJECT IT WILL HURT YOU MY FRIEND, TRUST ME ON THIS....
THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME OR ANYONE TO LIE ABOUT ANYTHING ON THESE PAGES OF LIFE....
I AM NOW LIVING LIFE TO IT'S FULLEST, EVERYDAY, EVERY SECOND, MINUTE, DAY, MOMENT....
I AM LOVING LIFE, THE HUGS FROM MY FAMILY MEMBERS FROM THE CHILDREN OF THE 7TH. GENERATION IS THE ULTIMATE GIFT ANY ONE COULD GET, AT LEAST IT IS FOR ME, I LOOK FORWARD TO THOSE TIMES, I ALSO WAS TOLD A CERTAIN SOMETHING REGARDING A BEAUTIFUL FAMILY THAT MADE ME CRY HAPPY TEARS TONIGHT, AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE SINCERE WORDS OF YET ANOTHER " FULL CIRCLE - HAPPENING...." D.M.B. THE SONG SATELITE IS ALSO FITTING FOT THIS WRITE...." " OR SO DAYUMN LUCKY " WHAT A GIFTED ARTIST....
I CHERISH THOSE SPECIAL MOMENTS, LIKE I DO MY NEXT BREATH OF FRESH AIR, ALWAYS LOOKING TO SMILE IN A GOOD WAY, TOO LAUGH AS OFTEN AS I CAN AND I DO.... GRINS
MY CARDS WERE DEALT TO ME, AND I LIKE WHAT I AM HOLDING, NO CRYING THE POUR ME'S OR THE WHAT IFS, OR HOW COMES, NO PITY PARTY OVER HERE....
BUYING GIFTS FOR THE CHILDREN IN MY LIFE IS AWESOME AND FUN, IT TAKES ME BACK AS I WAS A KID ALL OVER AGAIN FOR THE UP COMING HOLIDAY SEASON....
FOR ALL THE LOVED ONES IN MY LIFE, THEY MAY NOT GET A $ GIFT, BUT THEY WILL GET A HEART GIFT,
NO BETTER GIFT THAT ONE THAT COMES TO FROM YOUR HEART, BE CREATIVE AND GIVE OFTEN....
DO I HURT, SURE THE PAIN AT TIMES IS GREAT FROM THE CANCERS, AND OTHER PAINS I HAVE FROM A WORK ACCIDENT, BUT USING MY GOOD MEDICINE AND POSITIVE ENERGY HELPS ME GET BY THOSE TOUGH MOMENTS, SO I CAN CONTINUE TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST, JOIN ME, HAND IN HAND AND HEART IN HEART....