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Oh The Pain...


Oh the pain, the pain, the pain!
It's driving me mad, I'm sure I'm going insane?
I lie there at night, trying to sleep!
But alas, I can't, cos the pain does creep!

I dread the night's, I hate the thought,
Then pain gets out of control, and no solace is sought!
So I lie there through the night, cos I wake all the time,
So I pray to my God, if a little relief could be mine!

But I know this won't happen, cos He's a busy bod!
But all my faith is in Him, my loving God!
And one day He may, look down on me,
And give me one decent sleep, so rest I can see.

Cos this pain of mine, oh how it's bad,
And the dread of the nights, make me sad!
We all need sleep, for the body needs a rest!
But this body of mine is surely put to the test!

So I am asking my God, in heaven above!
To help me through this pain, and send me His love!
For I give it up to Him, I can't carry this fight alone!
And I feel really awful, and weak that I moan!

But I am as human, as God made me true!
So fighting this pain fight is the least I can do!
I've pain everywhere, but this one seems worse,
Well, at night anyway, for that's when it most hurts!

So I am now asking; ‘please, my heavenly Father above,'
‘Could you please help me, and fill me with love!'
‘So I can accept this pain, well, ok, I do - I suppose!'
‘But I will still always hope for relief and see how it goes!'

This muscle pain in my side, behind my 12th rib, on the right,
Is causing me such grief - cos the pain's out of sight!
I think I should be honoured? Yes, I think that is true?
To test this faith of mine, and see if it still comes through!

But I have to add, in all these years of pain!
The fight that I live with and the going insane!
Is surely a test, as I say, of my faith and love?
Sent from this Icon, this God who reigns above!

So my God, I ask of you this new day we have here,
If you could bless me, when my prayers you hear!
If you wish of me to live my life in this pain,
I guess I can accept it, and deal with it again!

And so I open my heart and my soul - for you who are great,
And say; ‘heavenly Father, I really do accept my fate!'
But before I go Father, I ask of you once again,
To let this doctor do his best and ease this pain!

I need it to work, because this is the last time he can do this,
So for me, very soon, it's going to be hit – or miss!
So Father, I beseech you, and I ask humbly so,
To help guide this mans hand, and hit the spot so it will go!

And please Father, let it work for more than the 4th week!
For if this doesn't happen, no more help can I seek!
But if it works and lasts longer, then he will do it again!
So Father I am asking you, to let him ease my pain!

I am terrified it wont work, because I have to accept this for life,
And Father, I don't know, if I can life with this painful strife?
So I am asking a lot of you, I know this is true,
But your will be done, for I leave it in the hands of you!

Because I ‘can't' carry this alone...

And I add a P.S. cos my poor Rich needs a break!
Cos my sleep interupts him, his sanity must be at stake!
Though he says it's not, but I think I'm right!
That this poor man doesn't sleep well at night!

So if not for me, could you give this lad a break?

Amen






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