You wanna know why
I try
To tell you everything, but all i can do is cry
My life feels so dry
Everything just ready to fry
You wanna know why
So i tell you, but i can't lie
Honesty is the best policy so why should i lie
You wanna know why i need a punch bag i say it and all you do is sigh
So i tell you stop sighing now i need it, but i wouldn't die
I don't need to talk because you're making it harder to breathe so i said goodbye
I just want my freedom or fly
Sometimes i feel your kinda sly
I bottle everything coz you don't wanna know the truth you don't know how hard i try
All i do before i sleep is pray and cry cry cry
You don't know anything if only you'll leave me alone and go back to the person i remember and how we used to get by
I got my guy
I try not to lie
You can't handle it when i don't lie
Everything you just sit and deny
You can't believe whats happened yourself so don't deny
Under my skin is water working its way all around my body
Until my eyes drain
but how long can they take the strain
They even feel the sprain
This is insane
You have all made me lose it i lost the will to remain sane
I can't get a punchbag because of your whatever
And whoever
So i'll be this way forever
Or never
If i take my own advice
Just hit the ice
Or fly
That way i'll no longer cry
I'll no longer need anything just my guy
My mama will be in touch always i know she'll never forget me that i can't deny
